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I'm seriously damn bloody bored now. I dunno why. Maybe it's quite wrong of a choice to not go for camp even if I'm sick. Damn bored now. Nothing much to do at 1430 of the day, just like any other day. I think I will be calling some random people out to do crazy stuffs dun care if I'm sick. Things are getting unpredictable. The tables have turned. Now having some quiet time by myself, I sit back and think. I consider some people as my closest, but somehow their actions seems to be telling me they're not worth my care afterall. I tried to treat them well but they want to screw me up and over. I never want to hurt no one but they want to step on my toes. Maybe that's their way of treating people well, but well, we never know them too well. Life's a mystery, life's a puzzle, but what can we do? What we can do is to sit back and wait and what we can't do is to live life as if we are all oh so paranoid. I'm going out later to play basketball. Provided my friend is free. Well, I just can't keep my ass at home coz it's such a bore. Okay. I'm starting to feel giddy already like again. Damn it. Will this stop? It's as if I took valium, xanax or ganja. Someone out there help me. Thank you.