Here it comes.

The day is here.
It's here for a good cause.
I'm no longer going to fool.
I'm going to go for the best.
I'm going to work all the way.
Nobody's every going to be stopping me.
I must do my best. I'm in for a change.
Here's the revolution.

Hi world

Okay. See my title.
Greet me back.
I'm feeling a lot happy,
Not a bit sad.


I dunno why, I dunno how.
Yeah. How on Earth I feel.
Feel what I'm actually feeling now.

I think God gave me this gift.
This gift of feeling happy.
Feeling happy of a gift.
Nah I dunno what I'm blabbering.

God made me happy and Imma cherish.
Cherish it and not let anyone take it.
No one's taking it unless I'm giving it.
Giving it to someone I think who needs it.
Who needs it refers to people.
People feeling a little bit upset.
A little bit upset, also known as unhappy.

I lost track of what I was saying.
Saying of what I had and what I want to have.
I'm seriously feeling like so good and kind hearted.
Tell me, tell me.
Ain't I an angel, ain't I a fairy?
God now it tells me I'm actually feeling like flying:D

Blah

I'm seriously damn bloody bored now. I dunno why. Maybe it's quite wrong of a choice to not go for camp even if I'm sick. Damn bored now. Nothing much to do at 1430 of the day, just like any other day. I think I will be calling some random people out to do crazy stuffs dun care if I'm sick. Things are getting unpredictable. The tables have turned. Now having some quiet time by myself, I sit back and think. I consider some people as my closest, but somehow their actions seems to be telling me they're not worth my care afterall. I tried to treat them well but they want to screw me up and over. I never want to hurt no one but they want to step on my toes. Maybe that's their way of treating people well, but well, we never know them too well. Life's a mystery, life's a puzzle, but what can we do? What we can do is to sit back and wait and what we can't do is to live life as if we are all oh so paranoid. I'm going out later to play basketball. Provided my friend is free. Well, I just can't keep my ass at home coz it's such a bore. Okay. I'm starting to feel giddy already like again. Damn it. Will this stop? It's as if I took valium, xanax or ganja. Someone out there help me. Thank you.

bad day. maybe a bit good.

Today woke up in the morning, headache + giddy. Scraped thru breakfast then went to school for interhouse games liao. Play basketball and was real giddy. The post and all seemed like spinning to me. 1st match made it. Second one against 2A was feeling real bad enough already. Then lost. Thank you team mates for your support and co-operation. Thank you for your effort. We all tried. Thank you classmates for all your cheers and encouragement. But sorry we didn't made it thru. Well, then after that went back classroom to slack and the giddy feeling started to subside. After that went to the hall for maths paper. Well, when walking starting to feel giddy again. Then got bad maths paper, rectified some calculation errors with the teacher and done, went back to class. Mrs Lim came in not long after and stood to greet her. When sitting down, I suddenly froze there, completely blank, cannot make a sound, cannot hear a thing, and all I see was my table spinning there like the rims of a racing car. Got back Lit results and went home, I pratically staggered my way home when I walked from my house here the bus stop to home. Then quickly got bathed and change and cabbed down to CCK polyclinic to see doctor with my sis, coz she needs mc too. Then I got diagnosed with some infection thing in the ear, thus keep having this dizziness. Bus-ed down to The Heeren, got my Eminem album, Relapse, then went to Ngee Ann City with my sis walk walk bought books and then went to KFC eat. Yes I know that's bloody unhealthy. But nothing affordable to eat there alr. Then walk walk a while again, bus-ed to Lot One back then MRT home. Still feeling slightly giddy. Chatted a while online then now here blogging. I got MC no need go camp. YAY!

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Yesterday was bloody fine for me. Today's results totally screwed me over. Ah. Mrs Lim absent. Lit still unknown. Ms Zizi also absent, only know part 2 results. Wow. That was sort of unexpected to me. I didn't actually thought I could go pass 30. Well. Chinese. Basically screwed up both my languages. But hey. I didn't actually thought I could get that high for Paper 2 (chinese). And I got 8th? LOL. I considering the number of ties, I think I should've been 9th or even 10th. English. Well. That's hell. Totally messed up kay. B4 ain't good and getting like 26th in class is totally hopeless for me alr. Science. Well. Lots of carelessness due to my nervous and being tensed up so much then. Still, didn;t expect my results, thought it gotta be lower. Basically, physics was hell. From A2 to C5 to A2. Phew. Chem was laced with traps which I fell into. Flunk it at 35/60. Science got a pathetic 65. B3-.- Geog, didn't really study, so I think the results was not really bad, considering that the people who I knew really studied had only a few marks higher than me. Well. Guess Imma pick myself up and start working towards the End Of Years. Good luck comrades.

:D

Angels and Demons
Religion and Science
Christianity and Physics
Illuminati and Vatican
Swiss Guard and Vatican Police
Good and Evil
Right and Wrong
Facts and Myths
Yesterday and Today
Truth and Deceptions
Conciousness and Confusion
The Cheated and The Cheater
The Young and The Old
The Opened and The Narrow Minded
The Correct and The Misconception
The Misled and The Leader
The Leader and The Follower
The Academic and The Believers

:D

-.-

something's bothering me. nevermind, hope it all turns out well.

another one. also for fun. dun question. just bored.

I feel the world is just too fast for me.
Too fast for me to even try to go grab it.
It felt like only yesterday,
When I was starting to learn talking.

The papers recently pretty much screwed me over.
But I know I don't have anything to put the blame on,
Coz it was me who chose to keep the desktop on.
I chose to not study and slacked my ass.
And now I feel my results is going to be kick ass.

Let's skip that and get back to the non academics.
Coz maybe sometimes I really feel sick of it.
I don't want to go to school.
I really don't want to feel like a goondo.
But what have I to do?
But sit in and complain here.

I just can't figure the system out.
Because it's just so confusing.
Half the syllabus is not gon' be used.
By me in my future life at least.
And yes I know I'm a rebel but what made me this?

I'm sorry for always side tracking,
But it was really a huge bother to me.
I needed someone to talk to,
But nowadays people all seem so busy.

I try to keep myself busy sometimes,
So at least I will just stop thinking of stuffs.
But somehow I never am busy.
Because maybe I do things too fast.

But what the hell is wrong with it?
If I don't go fast I might slip.
But when I'm free and dun wanna do anything,
I will be like now doing this stupid thinking.

I tried to stop myself from posting all these.
But I'm sorry the impulse caught me.
I know my previous post few weeks back said I will no longer be doing these.
But I just can't stop myself from practising.

God please send someone to help me.
Maybe a psychiatrist of something.
Because I feel real tired in me.
I feel real messed up with me.
I feel that my ass is really bouncing of the walls within.

And to all you guys out there,
I am really grateful you will read till this.
Thank You.

some emo post. for fun.

Hmm. Hmm.
Now I'm in this stupid mood again.
And long time I expressed it here since.
About two months or something.

I watch the rain pour down.
I felt my heart fell down.
I was really tensed, I was really down.
I never wanted to believe but now it was my mistake.

As I listen to the songs.
As I watch my screen.
I couldn't help but think.
I couldn't help but ponder.
I really wish I could fall asleep earlier in the nights.

Nights been long for me.
Nights been stupid for me.
Nights been messed up for me.
Maybe because I just can't fall asleep.

For some reason I guess.
Because they just keep reappearing.
I want to stop.
But it just won't listen to me.

I watch people around me laugh.
And I felt I was the joke.
Maybe I was paranoid.
Maybe I thought too much.

I tried to avoid any eye contact,
In case it opens any conversation like I want that.
I'm sorry Eminem, that was referenced from you.

I watched the cars outside my window as they zoomed passed me.
I couldn't help but think how much behind I'm in.
The world is moving on so fast,
And I dun think I can catch up, oh my arse.

I dunno what goes on in my mind sometimes,
It's just such a mystery,
Such a gift.
Gift from Satan to torture me.
To lead me into my misery.

I tried to pull myself back,
I tried to not lift a fist.
But you just wouldn't leave me alone and continue stepping on my feet.
I'm really sorry but I've to do that in case anybody would want to give me a kick.

When I start relaxing and start getting laid back,
The sound of the speed around the world never failed to get me.
This world just never sleeps and but I need a rest.
Honestly I'm sick of this, tired of this and gonna die of this.

Noises around me seems to irritate me.
But I somehow like to make noise to irritate people.
I wish I could stop.
But I myself couldn't even control myself.
What am I gon' do?
Someone please guide me thru.
I do never want to offend anyone,
But I find people having beefs with me.
I'm sorry for this but you still want to pounce on me.

What the fuck.
What sort of life is this?

-.-

physics killed me. one more paper left. Comrades. Let's do well tomorrow. The final battle for this mid year. :D I'm bored.

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I'm officially sick of physics. T.T

Hello

:D hey people. 2 more paper to go:D no hiatus from me:D

HAHA

LITERATURE IS OVER!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D now left 4. haha. :D so happy now:D

Maybe the last.

hmm. i want to be a non-human. A mutant. lalalalalala. I've decided to not be a human. Bye earth.

3AM - Eminem Offcial MV

Hello.

Hello. Things have changed but somethings remains the same. Nevermind. I don't think anyone would get it also.