Drunk with hate, blind by wrath. It's gonna be a rough ride this time round.

I think the decision is made but why am I so fickle?
I keep telling myself that this is simple,
But I can't seem to forget and let go.

It's about time to release this,
Maybe I can feel more happiness within.
It may help me to smile more,
And not frown as much anymore.

I want to say something.
I want to convey this.
Not everything is easy,
Especially this.
I feel pain.
I feel upset.
It's not that I'm heartless,
I try to be numb,
But it don't work anymore.

I don't know what's this about anymore.
Good Night and Good Bye.