Everyone

Well, what am I doing here? I should be studying/doing my holiday homework because after today, I doubt I will have time for them anymore. Everyone have their own problems in life, that stops them, ultimately, to reach their goal. For me, I guess my biggest problems are laziness and procratination. But everyone have these in them isn't it? I don't get it but somehow or another. I always want but fail to start on something. Sometimes, this just kills me and I feel guilty. The funny thing is that, I never learn. I want that drive back, that drive in me last time, in the past, when I could just finish all my work easily and quickly without having to deal with distractions, e.g. TV, computer and my handphone. I tell myself I'll get off my comp to concentrate on my homework, end up I catch myself surfing on my handphone. Sort of dumb of me actually. I wanna downgrade my phone. Well I guess, that's all my rantings about.

Mount Ophir next week, followed by 3 days rest, and off to OBS. My holiday is screwed.