Tuesday, 8 September 2009

Confused, Contented or Conned?

Imagine yourself falling off from a building itself, not to mention the resistance that you are getting at your face. That is what sometimes I feel but I don't know how to express it everytime. I don't know what should my next move be because I am really confused. Sometimes just being this way makes me contented because things don't really need a change and everyone is happy being like this. At times I feel like I'm being conned because things are really vague and blur to me that I can't seem to comprehend and understand things that goes on around and about me.
Now that I feel I am pulling out, but what I wanted at first was to not give up. Maybe things are not really what they seem, maybe situations may be more than what they really mean and maybe some stuffs are in the presence as the snake and never meant to be.
When you start to see yourself close to the ground and about to land face down, you may start to regret but in your mind and in your heart, you know it well that all these is too late to restart.

1 comment:

Delphine (: said...

I'm sure you remembered. Remembered in the first place why did you make that decision. And I'm not needed to remind you, am I? Things don't always work out well. People change, People do. Giving up isn't what the Xin An I know will do.
Do you regret the things you've done in the past? Yeah, regret can be a wonderful teacher, it keeps us from making the same mistakes again. But who's perfect?
Regret is as real as ringworm and many times, just fearful. I respect it like I respect any other being. But there’s a difference between indulging regret and giving it its due. We ought to give it its due. Regret abides. It abides for many reasons, roads taken or not taken among them, no doubt. And since you have chosen this path, where does regret come in?