Fuck it.

I HAVE LEARNT THAT THIS IS NOT WHERE I WANT TO BE. I'LL TAKE MY LEAVE AT A VERY OPPORTUNITY AND NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME. FUCK IT.

Confused, Contented or Conned?

Imagine yourself falling off from a building itself, not to mention the resistance that you are getting at your face. That is what sometimes I feel but I don't know how to express it everytime. I don't know what should my next move be because I am really confused. Sometimes just being this way makes me contented because things don't really need a change and everyone is happy being like this. At times I feel like I'm being conned because things are really vague and blur to me that I can't seem to comprehend and understand things that goes on around and about me.
Now that I feel I am pulling out, but what I wanted at first was to not give up. Maybe things are not really what they seem, maybe situations may be more than what they really mean and maybe some stuffs are in the presence as the snake and never meant to be.
When you start to see yourself close to the ground and about to land face down, you may start to regret but in your mind and in your heart, you know it well that all these is too late to restart.