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Sometimes I feel like a lunatic,
Doing things kinds of crazy shit.
I feel weak deep down there,
But still wants to hang on there.

I'm letting this remind myself
That no matter how bad I fall,
It ain't gonna matter for I'm not gonna moan.

If I ever give up,
There would be only 2 chances.
One is when I'm lying in my deathbed,
Two is when I'm lying on my bed.

Tireless I may seem to be,
Tired is the feeling inside me.
I gather all the energy I have, and do what's best for me.

No matter the outcome,
I ain't gonna be,
Happy angry or whatever you name it.

I'll listen to my body.
And fall back when it tells me.