SHUT THAT BLOODY FUCKING HELLISH SICK MOUTH

OF YOURS YOU MOTHER FUCKING
BLOODY HELL SON OF A BITCH!

I did that for fun

SHUT THE FUCK UP! I dunno what's wrong with me. Far too many things happened over the last few weeks. I need time to quiet down, get some peace and maybe, even some rest. Because of this, I am getting real bored. HAHA. Bought a PSP. Sorry. I laughed only for a second. Anyway, I dunno what the on earth happened to me. See the time? 5+ in the morning. YES! 5 am. Rub your eyes look at it again. I woke up today. around 5 and thought that there was school today when it was a holiday in fact. After slacking in bed for a moment, i then realise that my holidays had started. Ah. God damn it. This is fucking me up. I have no wish to continue already.

Shitty week.

Crap. I dun even know what I feel inside. Nevermind. Just know that this week, post exam week, seriously is hell for me. I am bored to tears. Ah. Yesterday went to Vivocity in the morning with the school for some shit ass crap fucking NE trail shit that wasted fucking lots of time. Damn it. I should've ponned school that day. Nevermind. What's done cannot be undone. I'm sick of tired of this life I'm leading. This fucked up world had me gone poped. I am outta here.

God Damn It.

I dunno why i am posting now, in this fucked up mood. This EOY is fucking me up. I judt dun get it. What's this Singapore government policy all about? Studying things like geog and bio which we will not need when we grow up and go into the new stages of our lives. I dunno why we waste so much time and energy on these god damn so fucking difficult to study topics. it's not as if i am growing up to be a geologists doctor whatsoever. I have seriously 0 interest in these fucked up topics. sometimes i really dun feel like going to school. So many fucked up faces i see in school. Teachers students. whatever. Anyway, EOY ended. This fucking shit. Wasted my time, although i didn't study much, time wasted when i studied accumulated to more than 24 hours which is more than day. Nevermind forget about science. forget about chinese. forget about geography. i dunno why i am made to study these subjects i have no interest over. i seriously MOE changes policy. Ah crap. Why am i digressing? Ah shit. I shall stop diss-ing the Singapore MOE.

Anyway. I had a fucked up day today. That bloody hell science paper. i screwed up. I seriously dunno why, but i think the whole class screwed up. Ah. Physics. no wish to talk about it. seriously. i just feel like screaming, but can't. I would be causing a nuisance.

After the paper, played some soccer. Match over and when home. When i got online i chatted with people and i started to smash my keyboard as a form of stress relief. I dunno why. I always feel better after listening to eminem's song and also sometimes singing them out loud. Ah. I am at a serious loss of words. Fucked up. Hear my silent screams. Anyway, got to go. Try to get more ppl to my blog please. i thank you. Coz if no one gonna come, i would have no mood to update.


p/s sorry for all the vulgarities in this fucked up post.

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Just being random.

A bit tired. But shiok.

LOL. Today was er... Dunno how to say. I slept at 1am last night, and woke up 5.30am today. Then go school. Sian la. At school boring like dunno what. Rain rain rain. Cannot play street soccer. No street soccer= more tiredness. I dunno why. But I have found out that if i play street soccer, i will be more energetic during class. Okay. Nevermind. Then went home. Went home with shaun. Saw the bus 985. We missed it, so nevermind. Then we wanted to go take 187 one.. then jia wei walking behind us. We talk talk talk. then we agreed to walk home! BPGHS. Teck Whye Crescent to Bukit Batok St. 34 and with heavy bags. COOL! And now I am here blogging.

Post number 108.

Ouch. I injured my knee cap. Fell down when play street soccer, and dragged against the floor. Blood came out. Anyway. Was fun! zZz. Stupid. I am starting to hate some of my teachers. Damn it. Ms Goh. Yucks. Dun like her. Too bossy for my sake. And the face also a bit kiam pa. Ms Zizi. Too irresponsible from my point of view. Dunno how she teach. Papers come back only with a seen. Not ticks or crosses. MCs lots of times. Ms Suzanna Lee. Or whatever you spell it as. That only music teacher fomr my school. Damn it. She is bossy. Worse than Ms Goh. Anyway, come on. Even if they read this, it's not my business. Sue me for defamation. You ain't a big shot. There's freedom of speech on this world. I can say whatever I wish. Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. Hating the workload. Being super busy lazy nowadays.

I have thought about. It's not that I am trying to act cheem or what. But I am just fucked up with my life. I dun wanna be that loser. I dun want to be controlled by my surroundings. I wanna get out of my life. Live a good life. People tends to piss me off easily. I dunno why. Maybe my temper tank says 0. I dunno what's wrong. And I just dun give a fuck nowadays. This is damn bloody boring. Day in day out, school starts school ends. Nothing else. Then I stay home and rot with papers. If you are gonna say something that you know is obviously gonna piss me off, think again. Maybe you should just shut the fuck up. I dunno what I am capable of when I am fired up.

If you are gonna comment on this post, please. Dun comment on my personality. This is the way I am. I dun need you to tell me.

Quotes. All from Enimem's Songs.

I don't owe you a mo-therfuck-in thingI'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick If you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty).. No patience is in me and if you offend me I'm liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you Go call you a lawyer, file you a lawsuit I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe I'm tired of arguin' (of arguin').. I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be is just me And I am, whatever you say I am If I wasn't, then why would I say I am? Points a finger at me (finger at me).. So I point one back at 'em, but not the index or pinkie Or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up When you don't give a fuck, when you won't just put up. But I'm glad cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire To burn and it's burnin and I have returned. The why, the who what when, the where, and the how 'til I'm grabbin my hair and I'm tearin it out Cause they drivin me crazy (drivin me crazy).. I can't take it.

-The Way I Am


These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it Put it to my brain and scream "god Shady" and pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes

-When I'm Gone


But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to do that The more it backfires on me. Everything always happen for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But it's just something We have no control over And that's what destiny is. Now I'm sittin' in this empty house, Just reminiscing. And if you ask me to, gonna buy you a mocking bird I'ma give you the world, I'ma buy a diamond ring for you, I'ma sing for you, I'll do anything for you to see you smile And if that Mocking Bird don't sing and that ring don't shine I'ma break that birdie's neck, I'll go back to the jeweler Who sold it to ya And make him eat every carat

-Mockingbird

See. He raps about his life. Not for cash. And is rapping is very powerful. COOL!

POST

Okay. So many people tell me update. Fine I will. but tell more ppl to visit. If not no point for me posting, Haha. The days are fine. Holidays. Full of homeworks. And i haven't started. Good luck to me. I am just rotting in front of the comp. happy? damn it. miss soccer. I wanna play street soccer. dying to. But the damned weather restrained my temptation. lol. Fine.


Visit class blog for more things. Thank you!

Okay. My life bores me. Can? Nothing interesting happened. And i am bored.




I have updated. happy?

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

Shiok ah!

Lol. Today NCC training was shiok. Quite slack. Lol. Drilling a bit. Sit in MP1 a bit. Chat with sergeants a bit. And Andre made fun of us and made us laugh a lot. Also, had PT. First time NCC PT play soccer play until so hiong. HAHA. The reason for today's quite slack training was due to that the part Bs and majority of the Part Cs went for the Ubin trip. And also because of the rain. :) lol. what's that smile for?? Anyway, i am starting to suck at soccer. Stamina going down. Speed going down. Aiming also going down. What the hell. I need intensive training. But who can conduct one for me?? HELP!

Some say love, it is a river That drowns the tender reed Some say love, it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed Some say love, it is a hunger, An endless aching need I say love, it is a flower, And you its only seed It's the heart, afraid of breaking, That never learns to dance It's the dream, afraid of waking, That never takes a chance It's the one who won't be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul, afraid of dyin', That never learns to live When the night has been too lonely, And the road has been too long And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snows Lies the seed, that with the sun's love, In the spring becomes the rose

Empty spaces fill me up with holesDistant faces with no place left to goWithout you within me I can't find no restWhere I'm going is anybody's guessI've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteVoices tell me I should carry onBut I am swimming in an ocean all aloneBaby, my babyIt's written on your faceYou still wonder if we made a big mistakeI've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteI don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you goI don't wanna make you face this world aloneI wanna let you go (alone)I've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteIncomplete

Totally fucked up.

What day is it? Mid week. Half of the week has gone, and 3 papers have passed. Okay. So I am gonna so damn fucking hell say this. Piss me off one more time, you are all getting it big time. Being rather pissed off this days, my moods not very stable. CRAP! What the hell. Mood swings. People may say. I just dun give a damn. Say all you want. I am just totally pissed off. Always like this. Being misunderstood all the time. And credited very little. What sort of human world is this?! They look at all the god damn mistakes you made. But not your merits. Come on. Since P4, papers with maximum marks of 50. I just seriously hate them. Or maybe less. 50, for an example. I usually go home, getting around 40-42. See. 40-42. I go home, and happily tell my mum. But what do I get? Discouraging remarks. Remarks like. WHAT? So little? Come on. IT'S over 50! Why not you get a 45?! See. I bloody hate this. Up till now. Just take today for an example. English lesson. People in front were making a hell lot of noise and i was keeping my tone real down then. I was sitting behind and trying to clarify some things with the person sitting next to me. Then immediately, when i then when forward to pick up a litter, the teacher without asking, told me to stand. What the hell. What a misunderstanding. Strong as I may appear. But truthfully, I am really worn out inside. I am really tired. Just not showing it.

No. 100 POST!

WOOTS! 100th post. Finally. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. I know I took very long. Lazy can?! From coldhaters to in-hot-water! LOL. I changed the url only once! :D See. I don't change easily. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. So I have decided to post.

LOL. Today stupid la. English complaint letter. LOL. Stupid what play soccer at void deck then make noise. I do that all the time can. Including the litter part. :D HEHE. I'm a bad boy.

Okay.Science. Physics. Saw the 1st question. Freaked out. But heng. My common sense saved me. LOL. Find the weight of the man. A) 40+N B)60+N C) 40+kg D) 60+kg LOL. I came up with the conclusion that A and B is too light too light. Then 50-50. A man. 40+kg is too light. Thus my answer. 60+kg! See. I am smart. Bio. The damn left side view of the female reproductive system. Cannot see a thing. Then question about castration. HAHA.

Okay. Recess play soccer. First fall. Tackling Melvin. BOOM! Slip and fell. Cheeks hit the board. Ouch. Then straight away. Tackle Jason. LOL. This twins. Dunno what to say. His dunno where. I think the shin hit my ankle. LOL. Ouch. Walked with a limp for 5 min. Then continue playing. HAHA. Street Soccer is FUN!

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Okay. Today went to Toa Payoh there watch Money No Enough 2. Hilarious. Provided that you understand hokkien. Not the simple simple kind. But the intermediate level. I was laughing laughing laughing. Then went for dinner at the central there. Chu Chiang Roasted Meat Noodles(if i remember correctly), beside it is tzi char. By the same boss. I really dun recommend it. It seriously sucks.Dunno how the hell it got its tv awards and all.
Basically, the sio ba(roasted pork)was super oily. Then roasted duck, the skin super soft, super thin. The rice ain't cooked properly and this 2 dishes was served cold, not warm. Then the soup. Super salty. Damn thirsty after having it. Fish head. I have tasted better.Tofu. It carries a little sour smell in it.. Oh ya. and everything is super salty there. Only thing good was the old uncle, who stood there, jio business with a smile, although rejected countless of times. And he also bade farewell with the customers leaving.

Nothing much to say. My injury not yet recovered. LOL. Adios.

I'm pissed off.

Okay. Today i got so fucked up. Starting was fine. Then 4 plus when cycling. Cycled to street soccer court. Saw marcus, linus and jun jie with someone else there. Decided to form team. Then when our turn play. The P6 malay guys, dunno come out from where one, come hiong with us. At first was okay. Extreme speed then i score one goal. Then the malay guy, with practically 0 sportsmanship, came forward, tackled me and kick my small toe. F.Y.I, I was playing bare-footed and he was playing with white shoes with hard corners around the shoe. I almost beat him up. I raised my hand. Then i suddenly thought that if other's dun have sportsmanship, it's their problem. I wouldn't want to lose mine. Then finish game. 5-2. Me playing with an injured leg when the score was 2-1. what the hell.

Anyway, i passed my IMT i suppose. haha. Signing off here. Adios.

P.s. I would keep my sportsmanship.

zZz

Okay. So this few days, i have been updaing class blog and neglecting my blog.. I am very sorry my blog. LOL! Okay. So yesterday i went to school. Maths lesson was super boring. Lit also.. I almost fell asleep. But torturing Hafiz kept me awake. =). Then I went to DnT Workshop to finish buffing my work. After that went to play soccer. Then played with ben they all. HAHA. Sort of train them a bit.. With ZW and all. HAHA! After that went back class, slacked then went to change into No. 4. Met Mr Liw then went down to HQ. Learnt how to strip and assemble then M-16. Also, learnt how to fire and aim. LOL! As i was stripping the damn rifle, the god damn thing when i was opening it hit my chin. Ouch. Then i finished then went learning how to fire that time, the stupid so heavy, caused my body to pain like siao... Then froze there. Me and ben was like WAH!!!! BUAY TAHAN AH! Then go back. Oil rifle. Had to do that 3 times or 2. Coz the person say mine not oiled properly. Then go back. I reached homke around 7. I was so god damn tired when i reached home. I quickly finished dinner and unpacking, then as i lied on my bed, i fell asleep. All the way till 8 this morning.

100 post. I am coming!

What the hell. So i spent 2 days at HQNCC for campFEAST. FEAST as in Fun Experiential Adventure Social cohesion Teamwork. Lalala. I dunno why am I saying all this but, I have nothing to say. I am just letting you people read more. Okay. First day of camp. Wasted like 1hr plus at the MPH. Then went to lunch. After that went put things at bunk. Went paintball. Gallery shooting. What the hell.. Then went to Flying Fox. Quite fun though. Then archery. Finish le go dinner or something. I forgot. Then Cohesion night. Emcee was quite funny. Then supper. Then debrief. After that, lights off. Wait. Before that was wash-up. Second day. Woke up 0530. super tired. Breakfast. I saw the sun rise from the cook house. Okay. No big deal. Rock climbed. Then high element. I forgot what happen after that. Obstacle course cancelled because of rain and time constraint. Damn. After that went back to school. Lalala. Then went home. Tired.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

OKAY! As promised to I forgot who, I am now posting. LALALALALA! Whatever that has need to come to an end has now finally be half way through the end. I feel that i am currently safe for now. What the heck. So many things happened. I dun want say. LALALALA! Shit. This is so fun. School is fun!

WAHAHAHAHAHHA!