Sunday, 3 May 2009
Friday, 1 May 2009
Hello.
Hello. Things have changed but somethings remains the same. Nevermind. I don't think anyone would get it also.
Thursday, 30 April 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Damn it. Today somehow very high. As though i took some ecstacy. Yes. I'm still high now. bleah. I mean. I'm bored.:D
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
:D
Wow. So fast. English mid years is finished and coming up next friday would be lit, and soon, next next friday, maths will come up and they will be post exam activities. Time flies doesn't it? Soon it will be year end and come next year everyone will be on their own lives. I want to cherish this moment now and i seriously would not want any beefs with anyone in the class at anytime from now, you know. I finally realised what's friendship and what's ties. But but but I really dun want to fight for now. I'm trying hard as I can to press it down. Unless you want to lift it up then I take no step back.
15May planning watch movie after last paper. Who want go? Movie will be decided then. Oh yeah. Dun jio me out so often. I broke liao and also, I want buy relapse on 19May one.
Wa lao. June holidays so packed. But i know many of you got worse schedules. Crystal growing and science centre are confirmed. LOTS of homework and projects are anticipated. LOTS of revision is predicted due to my foreseen mid years results. LOTS of reflection may be done.
Hmm. What about entertainment now? Listen to Relapse 24/7? I seriously dunno dunno dunno. I swear i dunno.
And this is to all those out there who keeps saying that I am gay.
Fuck you all. I seriously am pissed now. *Refer to on top again*. You get me? If you think you can do better, you do it. If you think you're more man, show me. If you think you're not a gay, prove it. Fuck you all pussies who call me sissy.
15May planning watch movie after last paper. Who want go? Movie will be decided then. Oh yeah. Dun jio me out so often. I broke liao and also, I want buy relapse on 19May one.
Wa lao. June holidays so packed. But i know many of you got worse schedules. Crystal growing and science centre are confirmed. LOTS of homework and projects are anticipated. LOTS of revision is predicted due to my foreseen mid years results. LOTS of reflection may be done.
Hmm. What about entertainment now? Listen to Relapse 24/7? I seriously dunno dunno dunno. I swear i dunno.
And this is to all those out there who keeps saying that I am gay.
Fuck you all. I seriously am pissed now. *Refer to on top again*. You get me? If you think you can do better, you do it. If you think you're more man, show me. If you think you're not a gay, prove it. Fuck you all pussies who call me sissy.
Monday, 27 April 2009
:D
for now. due to time constraints, entertain yourself with this first. okay. imagine madonna is here. singing. lalalallalalallalalalal alallalalallalalala llalalalalalalalla. bored? okay. now imagine eminem is here rapping. rah rah rah rah rah rah rah rah rah rah rah rah rah still bored? go and masturbate. bye:D
Friday, 24 April 2009
zzz
I'm bored. People. Stop pissing me off. :D Oh ya. The pathetic grouchy nerdy jie wei got owned. :D
Friday, 17 April 2009
RAH!
Okay. So I'm like so bored now la. Damn it. Damn sian. Stupid camp. Stupidly boring. Retarded science. Makes me retarded.
FAM WEIIXEN AND MARCUS PHUA. I dunno if you'll be seeing this. But you're both damn it guai lan. You're super lame ass clowns! DAMN YOU! RAH! LOLOLOLOLOL.
I dunno why I'm doing this. Maybe coz I'm bored. HOW HOW HOW?! SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Oh yes. I wanted to blog ytd one. But stupid blogspot said server down so I bo pian today then blog. But somehow I forgot what I wanted to blog yesterday and so too bad lor. Blame blogspot. :P
FAM WEIIXEN AND MARCUS PHUA. I dunno if you'll be seeing this. But you're both damn it guai lan. You're super lame ass clowns! DAMN YOU! RAH! LOLOLOLOLOL.
I dunno why I'm doing this. Maybe coz I'm bored. HOW HOW HOW?! SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Oh yes. I wanted to blog ytd one. But stupid blogspot said server down so I bo pian today then blog. But somehow I forgot what I wanted to blog yesterday and so too bad lor. Blame blogspot. :P
Monday, 13 April 2009
blah blah blah blah:D:D:D:D
Wow. I just realised the stupid peace is such a bother. I think Imma initiate war against M'sia, conquer it and then get CIP. See. Citizen initiated CIP. SERVICE TO THE NATION. YES. IF THERE'S A WAR, I WILL BE THE FIRST TO RUN THE FRONTLINE. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Okay, enough of crap. You know I love peace, I support the United Nations. :D:D:D:D:D:D
Ah crap. I gon' miss a shit load of lessons( core subjects) due to NCC camp and my mid years is like less than 2 weeks away I guess? WHO CAN TUTOR ME?! Allah, Jesus, Buddha and God. Help me:D:D:D:D:D:D:D I so good and kind and innocent and pure and so lovely. Certainly you'll help me tide thru my crisis now won't you? Aww, don't say no please I'm begging you. I haven't started revising and I'm full of crap AND I KNOW. I feel tired now and then la. Please please please. Allah, Jesus, Buddha and God. Please give me unlimited supply of energy like as if my blood is Red Bull. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. I swear I will worship you all with ROASTED PORK if you help me. And yes. I know you guys love them. They taste nice don't they? :D:D:D
Okay, enough of crap. You know I love peace, I support the United Nations. :D:D:D:D:D:D
Ah crap. I gon' miss a shit load of lessons( core subjects) due to NCC camp and my mid years is like less than 2 weeks away I guess? WHO CAN TUTOR ME?! Allah, Jesus, Buddha and God. Help me:D:D:D:D:D:D:D I so good and kind and innocent and pure and so lovely. Certainly you'll help me tide thru my crisis now won't you? Aww, don't say no please I'm begging you. I haven't started revising and I'm full of crap AND I KNOW. I feel tired now and then la. Please please please. Allah, Jesus, Buddha and God. Please give me unlimited supply of energy like as if my blood is Red Bull. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. I swear I will worship you all with ROASTED PORK if you help me. And yes. I know you guys love them. They taste nice don't they? :D:D:D
Saturday, 11 April 2009
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My gosh. PLEASE. BLOGSKIN.COM so difficult find boyish blog skin. like all for girls sia. how how how?
Friday, 10 April 2009
WOW.
Bow-wow. Now I'm starting to see. But wait. Was I that bad last time? I changed my URL and blogskin and blog content then people start tagging. -.- I didn't expect myself to be so bad last time. Or am I?? RAH!!!! Okay. I'm damn bored. Who can entertain me?? Please msn/sms me. :D:D
No. 156
Hmm.. So I'm like thinking. Wow. What had I been doing in the past. I was like wasting my stuff on all those kind of things. I'm now starting a fresh. But those post will still remain there. I'm sorry but I'm plain lazy to take them all out. You gotta know. Yes. I no longer want to fuck the planet or whatever. So. Very sorry. You see, people. I'm trying hard here to stay happy. Don't come and piss me off again. Please. Thank you. This new skin looks better right? As in happier. If it does, then happier = better = thanks from me to you. I certainly hope more people will come over here and leave a tag or so because my previous one was totally screwed up and the number of people coming was totally disappointing to me. I promise. If more people come and proof by tagging, I will post as much as I can, of course, provided I have the time. Thank you very much.
Tuesday, 7 April 2009
zzz
Sometimes I'm really random.
Sometimes I feel really sick.
Like now.
Rah.
Sometimes time seems to crawl,
But when I'm happy, it just goes off in a blink of an eye.):
Sometimes I feel really sick.
Like now.
Rah.
Sometimes time seems to crawl,
But when I'm happy, it just goes off in a blink of an eye.):
Monday, 30 March 2009
Potatoes are thrown away
Damn this ass,
I feel so bad.
I wanted to update,
But I just can't make.
Yeah. Make some crazy shit that some dude did.
Like how some niggers got their ass kicked.
I see how some people are deserted rotting away.
Like how some rotten potatoes are thrown away.
God damn it.
I'm bored.
I just wanted to update.
But I got bloody mental block now.
I'm sorry.
Good bye
I feel so bad.
I wanted to update,
But I just can't make.
Yeah. Make some crazy shit that some dude did.
Like how some niggers got their ass kicked.
I see how some people are deserted rotting away.
Like how some rotten potatoes are thrown away.
God damn it.
I'm bored.
I just wanted to update.
But I got bloody mental block now.
I'm sorry.
Good bye
Friday, 27 March 2009
I'm back.
Hello everybody
Coz I'm back here talking crap.
Oh wait a minute
It's not crap that I talk
Coz I talk some serious facts.
I just feel like venting everything out now.
But I just dun really want to hurt no one.
Everytime I close my eyes, my mind starts to think.
Like as if it's in automatic mode or something.
Fuck this automatic shit.
Just get me a semi-automatic shit.
I dun wanna think about all this stuffs that I always think.
For now I guess.
I dun wanna go around with stupid smile or laugh on my face
And all this seems so ingenuine.
I dun wanna start to hurt people when they really cross the line.
But seriously, I have no choice.
Give me a loaded Desert Eagle as my birthday gift.
And maybe my gift for myself would be something crazy.
A shot in the head, the neck or something.
All this is the only solution to my problems I think.
What I can only do now, all that I can rely on
I guess is but hatred and Satan's help.
Maybe hatred my make my days shorter.
And Satan would take my demons away,
Maybe along with me, coz I'm sick of living.
Coz I'm back here talking crap.
Oh wait a minute
It's not crap that I talk
Coz I talk some serious facts.
I just feel like venting everything out now.
But I just dun really want to hurt no one.
Everytime I close my eyes, my mind starts to think.
Like as if it's in automatic mode or something.
Fuck this automatic shit.
Just get me a semi-automatic shit.
I dun wanna think about all this stuffs that I always think.
For now I guess.
I dun wanna go around with stupid smile or laugh on my face
And all this seems so ingenuine.
I dun wanna start to hurt people when they really cross the line.
But seriously, I have no choice.
Give me a loaded Desert Eagle as my birthday gift.
And maybe my gift for myself would be something crazy.
A shot in the head, the neck or something.
All this is the only solution to my problems I think.
What I can only do now, all that I can rely on
I guess is but hatred and Satan's help.
Maybe hatred my make my days shorter.
And Satan would take my demons away,
Maybe along with me, coz I'm sick of living.
Saturday, 21 March 2009
heck.
I now feel so cheated and just as duped.
I was right serious when I actually first asked you.
I was told one but now I know,
Your meaning deep down inside is but a two.
I bloody hate people who tell their lies,
Just to assure people their alright.
And you actually toyed my mind,
And now you're seeing me right there down and out.
When you wanna bloody lie to me next time,
I'm just simply asking you to take a pistol,
Load it, cock it and blast it through my brain.
I'm sick of this. Kill me. Mothafuckas.
I was right serious when I actually first asked you.
I was told one but now I know,
Your meaning deep down inside is but a two.
I bloody hate people who tell their lies,
Just to assure people their alright.
And you actually toyed my mind,
And now you're seeing me right there down and out.
When you wanna bloody lie to me next time,
I'm just simply asking you to take a pistol,
Load it, cock it and blast it through my brain.
I'm sick of this. Kill me. Mothafuckas.
Friday, 20 March 2009
I sit in front of my 22 inch.
Thinking of something that's suitable to type in.
Not too out, not too in.
Not too much of upset also not too happy a thing.
I try to keep everything within me,
But it seems that I can explode any minute.
I'm thinking of crushing myself,
But I want a gun.
I wanna put a bullet through my brain.
I wanna put my life to an end.
I wanna put up a notice.
I wanna put things to a stop.
I'm sick of my life.
Suicidal lines are so nice to me now.
Say that I'm feigning emo.
But frankly, I'm sick of that smiley face mask of mine.
I wanna stop joking.
I wanna show people how serious I can be.
I wanna let the whole world know that.
I wanna put an end to this.
P/S: I'm serious about this.
Thinking of something that's suitable to type in.
Not too out, not too in.
Not too much of upset also not too happy a thing.
I try to keep everything within me,
But it seems that I can explode any minute.
I'm thinking of crushing myself,
But I want a gun.
I wanna put a bullet through my brain.
I wanna put my life to an end.
I wanna put up a notice.
I wanna put things to a stop.
I'm sick of my life.
Suicidal lines are so nice to me now.
Say that I'm feigning emo.
But frankly, I'm sick of that smiley face mask of mine.
I wanna stop joking.
I wanna show people how serious I can be.
I wanna let the whole world know that.
I wanna put an end to this.
P/S: I'm serious about this.
Saturday, 14 March 2009
...
I think I will just keep them all bottled up.
I dun see the point of revealing anymore.
No more revelation from me.
I dun see the point of revealing anymore.
No more revelation from me.
number 148
I think I'm bleeding in the brain.
Coz it seems that my thoughts are all drained.
I really don't know if I should say,
But whenever I want to let it out,
Something's holding me up.
If only I had a little more courage,
If only I had a little more guts.
If only I had a little more effort,
If only I had a little more luck.
I totally hate this period of my life.
It's a total pain.
I know I'm the envy of many busy people.
But I'm totally sick of my monotony.
Will someone out there please help me?
What should I do next?
I know it clear that less than 10 people will be reading this,
But all I need is an answer.
Should I?
Or should I not?
Coz it seems that my thoughts are all drained.
I really don't know if I should say,
But whenever I want to let it out,
Something's holding me up.
If only I had a little more courage,
If only I had a little more guts.
If only I had a little more effort,
If only I had a little more luck.
I totally hate this period of my life.
It's a total pain.
I know I'm the envy of many busy people.
But I'm totally sick of my monotony.
Will someone out there please help me?
What should I do next?
I know it clear that less than 10 people will be reading this,
But all I need is an answer.
Should I?
Or should I not?
Friday, 6 March 2009
Random
As I sit by the road and watch the cars,
They zoom pass me quick and fast.
Is it me or the world?
Because I just can't seem to catch up with time.
All I could do now is just sit and wait.
I'm seriously lost in this ever fast moving urban life.
All I wanted was to be moving as fast.
But I'm just seriously tired to move on now.
I make it a point to hang in there.
But my arms seem insecure.
I'm hanging on a cliff now,
And all I need is someone's helping hand.
They zoom pass me quick and fast.
Is it me or the world?
Because I just can't seem to catch up with time.
All I could do now is just sit and wait.
I'm seriously lost in this ever fast moving urban life.
All I wanted was to be moving as fast.
But I'm just seriously tired to move on now.
I make it a point to hang in there.
But my arms seem insecure.
I'm hanging on a cliff now,
And all I need is someone's helping hand.
Saturday, 28 February 2009
:D
Okay. as long as that post? and not emo? fine.
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Okay.
More words are coming up.
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Not happy?
Nevermind.
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Okay.
More words are coming up.
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Long enough?
Friday, 27 February 2009
Thursday, 26 February 2009
Something's Wrong
So just what's wrong with me?
What's my condition of my body?
I've never really understand it,
But it just seems so creepy.
I dunno why I'm on this page,
Maybe my montony's eating me up.
I dun wanna blog.
And I'm really not interested in it.
But someway somehow,
I'm here typing the fuck outta me.
If I ever get something better to do.
I think I will quit this once and for good.
I'm running out of words.
And it's getting me crazy.
Ah fuck it.
The end is here.
What's my condition of my body?
I've never really understand it,
But it just seems so creepy.
I dunno why I'm on this page,
Maybe my montony's eating me up.
I dun wanna blog.
And I'm really not interested in it.
But someway somehow,
I'm here typing the fuck outta me.
If I ever get something better to do.
I think I will quit this once and for good.
I'm running out of words.
And it's getting me crazy.
Ah fuck it.
The end is here.
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
It's mixed
I dun understand my class well.
Or maybe it's they who dun understand me well.
Hollering about crap people wouldn't want to hear.
Hollering about crap that'll make people so ill.
It's just revolting when you see things as it really is.
The used to have sound of joy and laughter.
Are all seemingly going down the killer.
Why have everyone went there own ways?
Where are the used to have unity?
What is there seperating us from each other?
How can we actually end up like this?
The usual good friends who walked around together,
Now we just do nothing with each other,
Except for maybe dissing each other.
I don't ever think anyone wanted it this way.
I don't ever think anyone did wish for this.
I don't ever think anyone tried to made it this way.
I don't ever think anyone caused all the diss.
Maybe it's just us,
Because we don't click as usual.
And we don't even bother.
But seriously, it's killing me.
I don't wanna give the fuck up.
I don't wanna give the fuck in.
I may someday just throw everything up.
But I don't anyone cares because it's just none of other's business.
Or maybe it's they who dun understand me well.
Hollering about crap people wouldn't want to hear.
Hollering about crap that'll make people so ill.
It's just revolting when you see things as it really is.
The used to have sound of joy and laughter.
Are all seemingly going down the killer.
Why have everyone went there own ways?
Where are the used to have unity?
What is there seperating us from each other?
How can we actually end up like this?
The usual good friends who walked around together,
Now we just do nothing with each other,
Except for maybe dissing each other.
I don't ever think anyone wanted it this way.
I don't ever think anyone did wish for this.
I don't ever think anyone tried to made it this way.
I don't ever think anyone caused all the diss.
Maybe it's just us,
Because we don't click as usual.
And we don't even bother.
But seriously, it's killing me.
I don't wanna give the fuck up.
I don't wanna give the fuck in.
I may someday just throw everything up.
But I don't anyone cares because it's just none of other's business.
Monday, 23 February 2009
fucked up
Why does it seems that things I do the right way,
Seems to me that it always end up on the wrong track?
It gives me such a bad impression that I never wanna do the same again.
They say that if there's a test you should've studied for it.
But fuck it. I swear I did study for my maths test.
And what happened in the end?
The paper was fucked up and killed my confidence.
1+1 is supposed to be 2 right?
But it just seems like.
When I write 2,
The right answer would be 3.
I can't blame anyone and that's what I know.
Maybe I only have myself to blame.
Somethings I dun really know
But I just dun wanna let go.
Okay. I swear I need a retest for maths and DnT. It's totally crap.
Damn. Why is it like this? Issit really the Murphy's law theory?
What can go wrong will go wrong?
Seems to me that it always end up on the wrong track?
It gives me such a bad impression that I never wanna do the same again.
They say that if there's a test you should've studied for it.
But fuck it. I swear I did study for my maths test.
And what happened in the end?
The paper was fucked up and killed my confidence.
1+1 is supposed to be 2 right?
But it just seems like.
When I write 2,
The right answer would be 3.
I can't blame anyone and that's what I know.
Maybe I only have myself to blame.
Somethings I dun really know
But I just dun wanna let go.
Okay. I swear I need a retest for maths and DnT. It's totally crap.
Damn. Why is it like this? Issit really the Murphy's law theory?
What can go wrong will go wrong?
Sunday, 22 February 2009
Sunday, 8 February 2009
Sigh
Sometimes I just keep thinking.
Sometimes I just can't stop thinking.
I need someone's great enlightening.
Please get me out of my dwelling and I'll be saying words of thanks.
I sometimes really do feel like giving up.
But I sometimes don't know why I should keep up.
I'm seriously in need of someone's help.
To get me started on this big deal.
God damn it.
I feel like I'm hanging on the cliff.
My hands get tired and wants to release.
Please someone get over and help me.
To whack my hands with a rock,
Or at least give me a pull to get me back.
Sometimes I just can't stop thinking.
I need someone's great enlightening.
Please get me out of my dwelling and I'll be saying words of thanks.
I sometimes really do feel like giving up.
But I sometimes don't know why I should keep up.
I'm seriously in need of someone's help.
To get me started on this big deal.
God damn it.
I feel like I'm hanging on the cliff.
My hands get tired and wants to release.
Please someone get over and help me.
To whack my hands with a rock,
Or at least give me a pull to get me back.
Friday, 6 February 2009
I dunno
Been busy and all for the past few days.
Having mental blocks for the past few weeks.
So sorry for the lack of post for the past few days.
Didn't have the inspiration to come up with a rhyme or two,
So i'm just gon' get down to some point of a low grade shit.
Or maybe something like it.
Just been thinking recently.
So much so for the distractions.
I'll need some help to get me to focus so things that need my attention will certainly be there with the biggest attraction.
I would give you the attitude that I've hidden,
If you ever get me bitten.
I will kick your ass.
If you ever come and get mine kicked.
People. Don't fuck with me.
And I will certainly leave you alone.
Having mental blocks for the past few weeks.
So sorry for the lack of post for the past few days.
Didn't have the inspiration to come up with a rhyme or two,
So i'm just gon' get down to some point of a low grade shit.
Or maybe something like it.
Just been thinking recently.
So much so for the distractions.
I'll need some help to get me to focus so things that need my attention will certainly be there with the biggest attraction.
I would give you the attitude that I've hidden,
If you ever get me bitten.
I will kick your ass.
If you ever come and get mine kicked.
People. Don't fuck with me.
And I will certainly leave you alone.
Monday, 2 February 2009
Oh hello?
Fuck. This shit is boring.
How can i ever stop my boredom.
As in stop let my self get more freedom.
Heck. I'm like a eagle kept in a room.
I waiting for the door to open.
So I can then finally fly on the random.
For once I feel so tied down.
I feel tired and tries to back down.
But I know I've to perservere and not duck down.
How can i ever stop my boredom.
As in stop let my self get more freedom.
Heck. I'm like a eagle kept in a room.
I waiting for the door to open.
So I can then finally fly on the random.
For once I feel so tied down.
I feel tired and tries to back down.
But I know I've to perservere and not duck down.
Friday, 30 January 2009
Number 136
He sees the chance and he's not letting up.
He'll never ever again let the chance run.
He needs strength, support and luck.
To capture everything that's useful for him in the long run.
But God knows if he can do it.
For any mistake is gon' be costly.
He got no room for that shit.
If he wants to survive this.
He gon' push all the way.
And try to do what's best.
Never giving up nor reversing.
And that's the spirit living in him.
He'll never ever again let the chance run.
He needs strength, support and luck.
To capture everything that's useful for him in the long run.
But God knows if he can do it.
For any mistake is gon' be costly.
He got no room for that shit.
If he wants to survive this.
He gon' push all the way.
And try to do what's best.
Never giving up nor reversing.
And that's the spirit living in him.
Friday, 23 January 2009
Oh hello.
Sup people. This gon' be my 135th post.
It's been thru coldhater.bs/ in-hot-water.bs/ drink-whiskey.bs.
And now. it's the same damn fuck the planet.
God damn it. I'm suddenly feeling so high.
Most importantly, I dun even know why.
Someone help me please.
Help me from my state.
Before I start dancing.
Yeah. Dancing out in the streets.
I feel as though I just took two dose of ecstacy.
And I'm high like fuck.
I just feel like screaming my head and whack some butt.
God damn. For those who wants to help but can't.
Sorry but thanks.
For you know that I'm just kidding!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
It's been thru coldhater.bs/ in-hot-water.bs/ drink-whiskey.bs.
And now. it's the same damn fuck the planet.
God damn it. I'm suddenly feeling so high.
Most importantly, I dun even know why.
Someone help me please.
Help me from my state.
Before I start dancing.
Yeah. Dancing out in the streets.
I feel as though I just took two dose of ecstacy.
And I'm high like fuck.
I just feel like screaming my head and whack some butt.
God damn. For those who wants to help but can't.
Sorry but thanks.
For you know that I'm just kidding!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Wednesday, 21 January 2009
Damn. I gon' kill you.
God damn it. This is just simply fucked up.
Why am I always placed in front?
Like what the fuck.
Am I that bloody short?
Can you explain why?
Why do people shorter than me,
GET TO SIT BEHIND ME AND I'M ALWAYS STUCK IN FRONT?!
FUCK THIS ARRANGEMENT!
I'M BLOODY UNHAPPY!
I DUN EVEN CARE IF THIS WORDS DO RHYME ANYMORE
COZ IN MY HEART, ALL I KNOW IS THAT.
I HATE YOU.
GOD DAMN IT. I'M SO PISSED THAT I DUNNO
I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY. BUT THSI NARROWED MY VOCABULARY
DOWN TO TWO WORDS. AND THAT IS
FUCK YOU!
Why am I always placed in front?
Like what the fuck.
Am I that bloody short?
Can you explain why?
Why do people shorter than me,
GET TO SIT BEHIND ME AND I'M ALWAYS STUCK IN FRONT?!
FUCK THIS ARRANGEMENT!
I'M BLOODY UNHAPPY!
I DUN EVEN CARE IF THIS WORDS DO RHYME ANYMORE
COZ IN MY HEART, ALL I KNOW IS THAT.
I HATE YOU.
GOD DAMN IT. I'M SO PISSED THAT I DUNNO
I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY. BUT THSI NARROWED MY VOCABULARY
DOWN TO TWO WORDS. AND THAT IS
FUCK YOU!
Tuesday, 20 January 2009
I just don't understand.
Why have things gotten to what it is now?
Why didn't you stop when I told you to.
Why did you just keep carrying on?
And maybe that's because you want to see me pissed off.
From now one, I have resoluted.
I will never give a fuck no more.
To whatever shit you have to blabber about.
Getting angry will only harm my own body.
I rather treat you as some one.
Non existent, and live my own life.
But. I never want things to turn out this way.
We look into the face no more,
And I'll just play Satan in your activities.
All we can see in each other is hate,
And I really hate it this way.
I know you not gon' see it,
But this is just my venting.
No matter what, I will not give in.
Since I've set out this demonic path,
I will never want to give up.
You want me to apologise,
You can wait for your life.
I'm not gonna let this rest easy
Like I used to just let go previously.
Don't you worry. I swear.
You gonna see the worst of me.
Why didn't you stop when I told you to.
Why did you just keep carrying on?
And maybe that's because you want to see me pissed off.
From now one, I have resoluted.
I will never give a fuck no more.
To whatever shit you have to blabber about.
Getting angry will only harm my own body.
I rather treat you as some one.
Non existent, and live my own life.
But. I never want things to turn out this way.
We look into the face no more,
And I'll just play Satan in your activities.
All we can see in each other is hate,
And I really hate it this way.
I know you not gon' see it,
But this is just my venting.
No matter what, I will not give in.
Since I've set out this demonic path,
I will never want to give up.
You want me to apologise,
You can wait for your life.
I'm not gonna let this rest easy
Like I used to just let go previously.
Don't you worry. I swear.
You gonna see the worst of me.
Monday, 19 January 2009
ARGH!
I never want to be this way,
But the people keep getting in my way.
I may turn into Satan someday,
When-this is what we can't say.
I act like I've no problem in life,
But my pressure keeps piling,
The teachers' expectations keep rising.
I can't keep my head straight or right,
And I can no more differentiate between right or wrong.
I want to move on,
But there're bound to be obstacles.
I try to get them away,
But they just don't budge but stay.
Sometimes I just wondered what the fuck is wrong with me.
Don't worry it'll get over someday.
I try to look at my front,
But the sides are my distractions.
I know I can't stay.
I know I can't remain the same.
But I certainly need time to advance.
I promise that when I see a chance,
Imma grab it and not let down.
Yeah. I'm not gonna let myself down.
But the people keep getting in my way.
I may turn into Satan someday,
When-this is what we can't say.
I act like I've no problem in life,
But my pressure keeps piling,
The teachers' expectations keep rising.
I can't keep my head straight or right,
And I can no more differentiate between right or wrong.
I want to move on,
But there're bound to be obstacles.
I try to get them away,
But they just don't budge but stay.
Sometimes I just wondered what the fuck is wrong with me.
Don't worry it'll get over someday.
I try to look at my front,
But the sides are my distractions.
I know I can't stay.
I know I can't remain the same.
But I certainly need time to advance.
I promise that when I see a chance,
Imma grab it and not let down.
Yeah. I'm not gonna let myself down.
Friday, 16 January 2009
God damn it.
The bomb has went off.
My temper is on and off.
I can't predict what I'm capable of.
Everything seems so fucked up.
Everything seems to be going against me.
Or issit me going against the flow?
Iono. But I know a thing or so.
That I've blown and can't put up with the nonsense no more.
Fuck it. Why am I hollering about all this shit here,
In this fucked up mood that I have.
On this earth I hardly find any peace,
All I hear is nonsense.
So people like fucking me up and think it's fun.
Fuck you cats. Fuck with me one more time.
And Imma take your bloody life.
I swear I'm not letting things rest as easy
As I used to handle stuffs in the past.
My temper is on and off.
I can't predict what I'm capable of.
Everything seems so fucked up.
Everything seems to be going against me.
Or issit me going against the flow?
Iono. But I know a thing or so.
That I've blown and can't put up with the nonsense no more.
Fuck it. Why am I hollering about all this shit here,
In this fucked up mood that I have.
On this earth I hardly find any peace,
All I hear is nonsense.
So people like fucking me up and think it's fun.
Fuck you cats. Fuck with me one more time.
And Imma take your bloody life.
I swear I'm not letting things rest as easy
As I used to handle stuffs in the past.
random-ness
Sometimes I feel like shit.
Sometimes I act like dick.
This very moment, I think.
Everyone's like that ain't it?
But I think again.
Why can everyone else seem to be happy
For 24/7
But for me, I fuck up every now and then.
No one knows what'll happen the next minute,
Let alone the next day.
I try to live every other day.
With my head lifted and walk with my back straight.
For now I would like to quote.
Coz I think the following quote is too meaningful.
'I will not fall
I will stand tall
Feels like no one can beat me'
Source: Till I Collapse - Eminem.
Sometimes I act like dick.
This very moment, I think.
Everyone's like that ain't it?
But I think again.
Why can everyone else seem to be happy
For 24/7
But for me, I fuck up every now and then.
No one knows what'll happen the next minute,
Let alone the next day.
I try to live every other day.
With my head lifted and walk with my back straight.
For now I would like to quote.
Coz I think the following quote is too meaningful.
'I will not fall
I will stand tall
Feels like no one can beat me'
Source: Till I Collapse - Eminem.
Random
Very soon I'm bout to blow.
Soon in the future is what that'll show.
I might seem like a nobody,
I may seem like a gay.
But once I blow, I can't phantom how'll it be.
I try hard to conceal.
Try hard to hide.
But no matter how hard i try,
My efforts a futile.
I try to be what I really am,
But it's never seem to work.
For I'm always putting on a mask,
To hide the sore in me.
You guys may be at advantage,
But Imma change that to disadvantage.
I'm be a demon if I like.
Be a angel is I feel like.
Because I just don't care what you like.
Soon in the future is what that'll show.
I might seem like a nobody,
I may seem like a gay.
But once I blow, I can't phantom how'll it be.
I try hard to conceal.
Try hard to hide.
But no matter how hard i try,
My efforts a futile.
I try to be what I really am,
But it's never seem to work.
For I'm always putting on a mask,
To hide the sore in me.
You guys may be at advantage,
But Imma change that to disadvantage.
I'm be a demon if I like.
Be a angel is I feel like.
Because I just don't care what you like.
???
Sometimes I feel like a lunatic,
Doing things kinds of crazy shit.
I feel weak deep down there,
But still wants to hang on there.
I'm letting this remind myself
That no matter how bad I fall,
It ain't gonna matter for I'm not gonna moan.
If I ever give up,
There would be only 2 chances.
One is when I'm lying in my deathbed,
Two is when I'm lying on my bed.
Tireless I may seem to be,
Tired is the feeling inside me.
I gather all the energy I have, and do what's best for me.
No matter the outcome,
I ain't gonna be,
Happy angry or whatever you name it.
I'll listen to my body.
And fall back when it tells me.
Doing things kinds of crazy shit.
I feel weak deep down there,
But still wants to hang on there.
I'm letting this remind myself
That no matter how bad I fall,
It ain't gonna matter for I'm not gonna moan.
If I ever give up,
There would be only 2 chances.
One is when I'm lying in my deathbed,
Two is when I'm lying on my bed.
Tireless I may seem to be,
Tired is the feeling inside me.
I gather all the energy I have, and do what's best for me.
No matter the outcome,
I ain't gonna be,
Happy angry or whatever you name it.
I'll listen to my body.
And fall back when it tells me.
Thursday, 15 January 2009
Damn it.
As the rain pounded,
My thoughts bewildered.
Why is it like this,
What happened to that?
I went into the shower,
Wet myself with some water,
Thinking that I may think better.
But it didn't work,
Just making me more tired.
I heard the birds chirping, the sound of joy.
I heard the music playing, the sound of sadness.
What really lies beneath me,
I guess it's not nice to unleash.
See, I wanted to be a joyous person,
But situation became worse.
I had to do things I hate,
I turned into Satan.
Karma is declining,
And I know a catastrophe for me's coming.
I'm prepared for the worse,
Even if it means dying.
Only will death bring me down that's what I said.
So I think i will not let other things to make me collapse.
I'm not a weakling and I will not want to swear.
So I'm trying hard as I could to make do without those words.
God. Let me know if I'm dying as I would want to thank.
Locate all those who made my life worth living,
And say a word of thanks.
My thoughts bewildered.
Why is it like this,
What happened to that?
I went into the shower,
Wet myself with some water,
Thinking that I may think better.
But it didn't work,
Just making me more tired.
I heard the birds chirping, the sound of joy.
I heard the music playing, the sound of sadness.
What really lies beneath me,
I guess it's not nice to unleash.
See, I wanted to be a joyous person,
But situation became worse.
I had to do things I hate,
I turned into Satan.
Karma is declining,
And I know a catastrophe for me's coming.
I'm prepared for the worse,
Even if it means dying.
Only will death bring me down that's what I said.
So I think i will not let other things to make me collapse.
I'm not a weakling and I will not want to swear.
So I'm trying hard as I could to make do without those words.
God. Let me know if I'm dying as I would want to thank.
Locate all those who made my life worth living,
And say a word of thanks.
Wednesday, 14 January 2009
Fuck it. I'm back.
Okay people. I'm back blogging. Life's fucking boring for me. School's fucked up as usual. Fucked up teachers with their shit ass faces. Damn. So you think my handwritting messy huh? Wants me to copy reader's digest huh? Come on man. Wake up. What the fuck is wrong with you? I dare you to go out on the streets and do a survey if my handwritting's untidy. Fuck. Bitch. My homies understand my handwritting. Everyone does. It's the problem in your eyes. You hoe. I'm fucked up and pissed off. Yeah. So? Even if some people reads this and whatever shit I'm in trouble. I don't give a god damn fuck yo. My handwritting not hieroglyphic, it's the problem in you. I know my subliminal thoughts sometimes can be sporadic and whatsoever, getting people pissed with me. But hey. WHO ON EARTH GIVES A GOD DAMN FUCK ABOUT IT?! TELL ME! FUCK YOU! TELL ME! I dunno why I'm doing this also, wasting my god damn time, blabbering all this shit out of me, yeah. I have an attitude problem. But so what. Come get me. I dun care. Fuck it. I'm outta here.
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
Sunday, 16 November 2008
Going off.
Guys. I'll not be updating forthe next 8 days+ coz I will be overseas. I'll update ASAP when I return to Singapore. Please leave your tags down so I'll be motivated to update. Thanks:D
Saturday, 15 November 2008
I'm sadistic. So?!
He did not want the dead body to rest in peace. Before leaving it, he did something to it.
He opened up the eyes. Slowly, he hammered 3 9inch nails into each eyes. Good thing the person died. The murderer is not that bad afterall. He then used a hook and went thru the skin on the forehead, and skinned that part of the head. He opened the skull and leaving the brains inside, he smashed it and turned it into jelly.
He opened up the body. He poked holes in his stomach that ranged from 3mm in diameter to 21cm in diameter. He then slowly cut the heart open and sliced it. He threw the sliced heart into the stomach and leaving the body and surroundings in still a bloody state. He pinned the penis to the his groin and stuck the testicles to the nails that were hammered into the eyeballs.
He cut of every finger and toe off putting them in the mouth. He stuffed two of the front teeth into the nostrils. He then walked of calmly and as though nothing happened.
He opened up the eyes. Slowly, he hammered 3 9inch nails into each eyes. Good thing the person died. The murderer is not that bad afterall. He then used a hook and went thru the skin on the forehead, and skinned that part of the head. He opened the skull and leaving the brains inside, he smashed it and turned it into jelly.
He opened up the body. He poked holes in his stomach that ranged from 3mm in diameter to 21cm in diameter. He then slowly cut the heart open and sliced it. He threw the sliced heart into the stomach and leaving the body and surroundings in still a bloody state. He pinned the penis to the his groin and stuck the testicles to the nails that were hammered into the eyeballs.
He cut of every finger and toe off putting them in the mouth. He stuffed two of the front teeth into the nostrils. He then walked of calmly and as though nothing happened.
Friday, 14 November 2008
PhotoFunia!!!!!!!!!!!
I dunno about this..
I'm a CRIMINAL!
Benjamin Franklin is out!
Kwa Xin An is the new face! :D
I UPDATED!
Monday, 10 November 2008
Another random post.
Alice was lying in bed, alone at home, in subconciousness. She was going to fall asleep when just at the strike of 12, she felt that she was being watched. She tried hard not to be bothered by the feeling but it was too strong. She could not fall asleep and she tried to close. A force seems to be pushing her eyes wide open and she gave up.
She sat up in bed for a moment. She then went to the toilet. She splashed the icy cold water on her face for a couple of times, movng out to the kitchen, closing the window and locking it up. As she was returning to her room, she heard footsteps. She was very sure that those footsteps was not from her. She was freaked out. Then she heard a thud.
She turned around and saw a huge figure. She couldn't see clearly due to the black out an everything was pitch black. The figure then started to push Alice to her room. She resisted and tried to run. She quickly ran with a might around the house and ended up in the garage.
The figure was following her. And soon, the figure caught up with her. He started to move towards Alice, step by step, breathe by breathe. Alice retreated according to the footsteps of the figure. She was cornered. She was trapped and behind her was her station wagon.
She stopped and closed her eyes. She felt the hand of the figure running over her body. Her clothes were ripped off and she let off screams from her chest. She tried to fight off the figure but he was too strong for her. Then the station wagon was forced open and Alice was raped in it. She soon lost conciousness and was then drove, still in the station wagon, to the nearby lake.
The mysterious person, also known as the figure had his mask on and he, being so strong, pushed the wagon, with Alice in it, into the lake and watched it sank. He then walked off slowly, back to the garage and burnt down Alice's house.
The truth never came to light and no one ever know about this mysterious guy. Alice's case remained a mystery and only the person knows that he done it.
She sat up in bed for a moment. She then went to the toilet. She splashed the icy cold water on her face for a couple of times, movng out to the kitchen, closing the window and locking it up. As she was returning to her room, she heard footsteps. She was very sure that those footsteps was not from her. She was freaked out. Then she heard a thud.
She turned around and saw a huge figure. She couldn't see clearly due to the black out an everything was pitch black. The figure then started to push Alice to her room. She resisted and tried to run. She quickly ran with a might around the house and ended up in the garage.
The figure was following her. And soon, the figure caught up with her. He started to move towards Alice, step by step, breathe by breathe. Alice retreated according to the footsteps of the figure. She was cornered. She was trapped and behind her was her station wagon.
She stopped and closed her eyes. She felt the hand of the figure running over her body. Her clothes were ripped off and she let off screams from her chest. She tried to fight off the figure but he was too strong for her. Then the station wagon was forced open and Alice was raped in it. She soon lost conciousness and was then drove, still in the station wagon, to the nearby lake.
The mysterious person, also known as the figure had his mask on and he, being so strong, pushed the wagon, with Alice in it, into the lake and watched it sank. He then walked off slowly, back to the garage and burnt down Alice's house.
The truth never came to light and no one ever know about this mysterious guy. Alice's case remained a mystery and only the person knows that he done it.
Saturday, 8 November 2008
This is random.
The boys went underground, through a drain, hoping to find more clues on the main cause of the dead turning into zombies. They landed with a thud and green radio active waste started to drip from the pipes above them. Carefully, they collected the waste and brought it back to lab.
As they reached the lab, they tested it on a rat. They killed it and released the the waste into the enclosed cage.
'What the fuck are you trying to do?!' Dr. Pulma, a professor at the school sreamed. They droped the waste in fear. Suddenly, the rat leaped up. The rat leaped on Dr. Pulma. 'Fuck!' Screamed Kyle. Dr. Pulma soon fainted and he was infected. The boys prepared their weapons and also killed the rat. For once, they thought that they were safe.
Dr. Pulma came to a sudden wake and grabbed the unsuspecting Jimmy on the neck, bit him on the eyes and the other 3 just freaked out. they quickly ran off and tried to open the only door. The door was locked by them as they wanted the experiment to be confidential. They lost the key and the only way to get out, was to destroy the knob. They did that and millions of zombies stood in front of dead.
They were totally surrounded and they just stood and waited to get killed and become one of them.
As they reached the lab, they tested it on a rat. They killed it and released the the waste into the enclosed cage.
'What the fuck are you trying to do?!' Dr. Pulma, a professor at the school sreamed. They droped the waste in fear. Suddenly, the rat leaped up. The rat leaped on Dr. Pulma. 'Fuck!' Screamed Kyle. Dr. Pulma soon fainted and he was infected. The boys prepared their weapons and also killed the rat. For once, they thought that they were safe.
Dr. Pulma came to a sudden wake and grabbed the unsuspecting Jimmy on the neck, bit him on the eyes and the other 3 just freaked out. they quickly ran off and tried to open the only door. The door was locked by them as they wanted the experiment to be confidential. They lost the key and the only way to get out, was to destroy the knob. They did that and millions of zombies stood in front of dead.
They were totally surrounded and they just stood and waited to get killed and become one of them.
Monday, 3 November 2008
Nice movie!
I finished 8 Mile. 2002 movie. Starring Eminem and D-12(i think). Anyway, it's a god damn fucking bloody nice movie. Freestyle raps are cool. Rap battles are also very cool.
I have nothing else to say. I know this is a fucking short post. Very sorry. SHall update more next time. Provided there are some fucking things which is worthy enough to update about.
I have nothing else to say. I know this is a fucking short post. Very sorry. SHall update more next time. Provided there are some fucking things which is worthy enough to update about.
Saturday, 1 November 2008
I hate sleepless nights.
Yesterday was one sleepless night for me. I had a headache around 10. Wanting to go to sleep, but I just can't. I dunno if it's insomnia. Anyway. I had a hard time. I sat on the bed, no one to talk to. Tried putting myself to sleep, but as I close my eyes, I just begin thinking. I dunno why. Then I wanted to do some holiday assignment. But my brain didn't work. I went WTF is wrong with me? I couldn't online for that my parents will know and I will get a scolding from them due to the fact that I onlined in the day for god knows how many hours. I wandered around like a zombie with no aim in mind, it's purely fucked up.. So I began taking out my foolscap and came out with the 15 statements from XinAn.
1) Studying is just to waste time.
2)Going to classes is a waste of energy.
3) Schools are a waste or resources.
4) Teachers are redundant.
5)Calculators are a waste of electricity.
6) Algebra can be sent to the Institute of Mental Health.
7)Chinese is nonsense.
8)The heat during practical Home Econs lessons is the cause of global warming.
9)Literature is the main course of death among dead students.
10) Geography should be studied by aliens.
11)Physics formulae are crap.
12) Bio is for the dead.
13) Reading materials and exam papers is a waste of trees.
14) Money is the key essential to survive.
15) Gaming is essential to good brains and high IQ levels.
Also, I came up with a question. If you people have an answer to it please leave a tag.
What are 'Slow Down' Road signs for when vehicles at high speed are just going to zoom past without even noticing the sign?
1) Studying is just to waste time.
2)Going to classes is a waste of energy.
3) Schools are a waste or resources.
4) Teachers are redundant.
5)Calculators are a waste of electricity.
6) Algebra can be sent to the Institute of Mental Health.
7)Chinese is nonsense.
8)The heat during practical Home Econs lessons is the cause of global warming.
9)Literature is the main course of death among dead students.
10) Geography should be studied by aliens.
11)Physics formulae are crap.
12) Bio is for the dead.
13) Reading materials and exam papers is a waste of trees.
14) Money is the key essential to survive.
15) Gaming is essential to good brains and high IQ levels.
Also, I came up with a question. If you people have an answer to it please leave a tag.
What are 'Slow Down' Road signs for when vehicles at high speed are just going to zoom past without even noticing the sign?
Tuesday, 28 October 2008
SHUT THE FUCK UP! I dunno what's wrong with me. Far too many things happened over the last few weeks. I need time to quiet down, get some peace and maybe, even some rest. Because of this, I am getting real bored. HAHA. Bought a PSP. Sorry. I laughed only for a second. Anyway, I dunno what the on earth happened to me. See the time? 5+ in the morning. YES! 5 am. Rub your eyes look at it again. I woke up today. around 5 and thought that there was school today when it was a holiday in fact. After slacking in bed for a moment, i then realise that my holidays had started. Ah. God damn it. This is fucking me up. I have no wish to continue already.
Saturday, 18 October 2008
Shitty week.
Crap. I dun even know what I feel inside. Nevermind. Just know that this week, post exam week, seriously is hell for me. I am bored to tears. Ah. Yesterday went to Vivocity in the morning with the school for some shit ass crap fucking NE trail shit that wasted fucking lots of time. Damn it. I should've ponned school that day. Nevermind. What's done cannot be undone. I'm sick of tired of this life I'm leading. This fucked up world had me gone poped. I am outta here.
Friday, 10 October 2008
God Damn It.
I dunno why i am posting now, in this fucked up mood. This EOY is fucking me up. I judt dun get it. What's this Singapore government policy all about? Studying things like geog and bio which we will not need when we grow up and go into the new stages of our lives. I dunno why we waste so much time and energy on these god damn so fucking difficult to study topics. it's not as if i am growing up to be a geologists doctor whatsoever. I have seriously 0 interest in these fucked up topics. sometimes i really dun feel like going to school. So many fucked up faces i see in school. Teachers students. whatever. Anyway, EOY ended. This fucking shit. Wasted my time, although i didn't study much, time wasted when i studied accumulated to more than 24 hours which is more than day. Nevermind forget about science. forget about chinese. forget about geography. i dunno why i am made to study these subjects i have no interest over. i seriously MOE changes policy. Ah crap. Why am i digressing? Ah shit. I shall stop diss-ing the Singapore MOE.
Anyway. I had a fucked up day today. That bloody hell science paper. i screwed up. I seriously dunno why, but i think the whole class screwed up. Ah. Physics. no wish to talk about it. seriously. i just feel like screaming, but can't. I would be causing a nuisance.
After the paper, played some soccer. Match over and when home. When i got online i chatted with people and i started to smash my keyboard as a form of stress relief. I dunno why. I always feel better after listening to eminem's song and also sometimes singing them out loud. Ah. I am at a serious loss of words. Fucked up. Hear my silent screams. Anyway, got to go. Try to get more ppl to my blog please. i thank you. Coz if no one gonna come, i would have no mood to update.
p/s sorry for all the vulgarities in this fucked up post.
Anyway. I had a fucked up day today. That bloody hell science paper. i screwed up. I seriously dunno why, but i think the whole class screwed up. Ah. Physics. no wish to talk about it. seriously. i just feel like screaming, but can't. I would be causing a nuisance.
After the paper, played some soccer. Match over and when home. When i got online i chatted with people and i started to smash my keyboard as a form of stress relief. I dunno why. I always feel better after listening to eminem's song and also sometimes singing them out loud. Ah. I am at a serious loss of words. Fucked up. Hear my silent screams. Anyway, got to go. Try to get more ppl to my blog please. i thank you. Coz if no one gonna come, i would have no mood to update.
p/s sorry for all the vulgarities in this fucked up post.
Thursday, 25 September 2008
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Just being random.
Just being random.
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
A bit tired. But shiok.
LOL. Today was er... Dunno how to say. I slept at 1am last night, and woke up 5.30am today. Then go school. Sian la. At school boring like dunno what. Rain rain rain. Cannot play street soccer. No street soccer= more tiredness. I dunno why. But I have found out that if i play street soccer, i will be more energetic during class. Okay. Nevermind. Then went home. Went home with shaun. Saw the bus 985. We missed it, so nevermind. Then we wanted to go take 187 one.. then jia wei walking behind us. We talk talk talk. then we agreed to walk home! BPGHS. Teck Whye Crescent to Bukit Batok St. 34 and with heavy bags. COOL! And now I am here blogging.
Wednesday, 17 September 2008
Post number 108.
Ouch. I injured my knee cap. Fell down when play street soccer, and dragged against the floor. Blood came out. Anyway. Was fun! zZz. Stupid. I am starting to hate some of my teachers. Damn it. Ms Goh. Yucks. Dun like her. Too bossy for my sake. And the face also a bit kiam pa. Ms Zizi. Too irresponsible from my point of view. Dunno how she teach. Papers come back only with a seen. Not ticks or crosses. MCs lots of times. Ms Suzanna Lee. Or whatever you spell it as. That only music teacher fomr my school. Damn it. She is bossy. Worse than Ms Goh. Anyway, come on. Even if they read this, it's not my business. Sue me for defamation. You ain't a big shot. There's freedom of speech on this world. I can say whatever I wish. Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. Hating the workload. Being super busy lazy nowadays.
I have thought about. It's not that I am trying to act cheem or what. But I am just fucked up with my life. I dun wanna be that loser. I dun want to be controlled by my surroundings. I wanna get out of my life. Live a good life. People tends to piss me off easily. I dunno why. Maybe my temper tank says 0. I dunno what's wrong. And I just dun give a fuck nowadays. This is damn bloody boring. Day in day out, school starts school ends. Nothing else. Then I stay home and rot with papers. If you are gonna say something that you know is obviously gonna piss me off, think again. Maybe you should just shut the fuck up. I dunno what I am capable of when I am fired up.
If you are gonna comment on this post, please. Dun comment on my personality. This is the way I am. I dun need you to tell me.
I have thought about. It's not that I am trying to act cheem or what. But I am just fucked up with my life. I dun wanna be that loser. I dun want to be controlled by my surroundings. I wanna get out of my life. Live a good life. People tends to piss me off easily. I dunno why. Maybe my temper tank says 0. I dunno what's wrong. And I just dun give a fuck nowadays. This is damn bloody boring. Day in day out, school starts school ends. Nothing else. Then I stay home and rot with papers. If you are gonna say something that you know is obviously gonna piss me off, think again. Maybe you should just shut the fuck up. I dunno what I am capable of when I am fired up.
If you are gonna comment on this post, please. Dun comment on my personality. This is the way I am. I dun need you to tell me.
Saturday, 13 September 2008
Quotes. All from Enimem's Songs.
I don't owe you a mo-therfuck-in thingI'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick If you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty).. No patience is in me and if you offend me I'm liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you Go call you a lawyer, file you a lawsuit I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe I'm tired of arguin' (of arguin').. I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be is just me And I am, whatever you say I am If I wasn't, then why would I say I am? Points a finger at me (finger at me).. So I point one back at 'em, but not the index or pinkie Or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up When you don't give a fuck, when you won't just put up. But I'm glad cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire To burn and it's burnin and I have returned. The why, the who what when, the where, and the how 'til I'm grabbin my hair and I'm tearin it out Cause they drivin me crazy (drivin me crazy).. I can't take it.
-The Way I Am
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it Put it to my brain and scream "god Shady" and pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
-When I'm Gone
But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to do that The more it backfires on me. Everything always happen for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But it's just something We have no control over And that's what destiny is. Now I'm sittin' in this empty house, Just reminiscing. And if you ask me to, gonna buy you a mocking bird I'ma give you the world, I'ma buy a diamond ring for you, I'ma sing for you, I'll do anything for you to see you smile And if that Mocking Bird don't sing and that ring don't shine I'ma break that birdie's neck, I'll go back to the jeweler Who sold it to ya And make him eat every carat
-Mockingbird
See. He raps about his life. Not for cash. And is rapping is very powerful. COOL!
-The Way I Am
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it Put it to my brain and scream "god Shady" and pop it The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
-When I'm Gone
But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to do that The more it backfires on me. Everything always happen for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But it's just something We have no control over And that's what destiny is. Now I'm sittin' in this empty house, Just reminiscing. And if you ask me to, gonna buy you a mocking bird I'ma give you the world, I'ma buy a diamond ring for you, I'ma sing for you, I'll do anything for you to see you smile And if that Mocking Bird don't sing and that ring don't shine I'ma break that birdie's neck, I'll go back to the jeweler Who sold it to ya And make him eat every carat
-Mockingbird
See. He raps about his life. Not for cash. And is rapping is very powerful. COOL!
Wednesday, 3 September 2008
POST
Okay. So many people tell me update. Fine I will. but tell more ppl to visit. If not no point for me posting, Haha. The days are fine. Holidays. Full of homeworks. And i haven't started. Good luck to me. I am just rotting in front of the comp. happy? damn it. miss soccer. I wanna play street soccer. dying to. But the damned weather restrained my temptation. lol. Fine.
Visit class blog for more things. Thank you!
Okay. My life bores me. Can? Nothing interesting happened. And i am bored.
I have updated. happy?
Visit class blog for more things. Thank you!
Okay. My life bores me. Can? Nothing interesting happened. And i am bored.
I have updated. happy?
I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com
Friday, 22 August 2008
Shiok ah!
Lol. Today NCC training was shiok. Quite slack. Lol. Drilling a bit. Sit in MP1 a bit. Chat with sergeants a bit. And Andre made fun of us and made us laugh a lot. Also, had PT. First time NCC PT play soccer play until so hiong. HAHA. The reason for today's quite slack training was due to that the part Bs and majority of the Part Cs went for the Ubin trip. And also because of the rain. :) lol. what's that smile for?? Anyway, i am starting to suck at soccer. Stamina going down. Speed going down. Aiming also going down. What the hell. I need intensive training. But who can conduct one for me?? HELP!
Thursday, 14 August 2008
Some say love, it is a river That drowns the tender reed Some say love, it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed Some say love, it is a hunger, An endless aching need I say love, it is a flower, And you its only seed It's the heart, afraid of breaking, That never learns to dance It's the dream, afraid of waking, That never takes a chance It's the one who won't be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul, afraid of dyin', That never learns to live When the night has been too lonely, And the road has been too long And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snows Lies the seed, that with the sun's love, In the spring becomes the rose
Empty spaces fill me up with holesDistant faces with no place left to goWithout you within me I can't find no restWhere I'm going is anybody's guessI've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteVoices tell me I should carry onBut I am swimming in an ocean all aloneBaby, my babyIt's written on your faceYou still wonder if we made a big mistakeI've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteI don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you goI don't wanna make you face this world aloneI wanna let you go (alone)I've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteIncomplete
Wednesday, 13 August 2008
Totally fucked up.
What day is it? Mid week. Half of the week has gone, and 3 papers have passed. Okay. So I am gonna so damn fucking hell say this. Piss me off one more time, you are all getting it big time. Being rather pissed off this days, my moods not very stable. CRAP! What the hell. Mood swings. People may say. I just dun give a damn. Say all you want. I am just totally pissed off. Always like this. Being misunderstood all the time. And credited very little. What sort of human world is this?! They look at all the god damn mistakes you made. But not your merits. Come on. Since P4, papers with maximum marks of 50. I just seriously hate them. Or maybe less. 50, for an example. I usually go home, getting around 40-42. See. 40-42. I go home, and happily tell my mum. But what do I get? Discouraging remarks. Remarks like. WHAT? So little? Come on. IT'S over 50! Why not you get a 45?! See. I bloody hate this. Up till now. Just take today for an example. English lesson. People in front were making a hell lot of noise and i was keeping my tone real down then. I was sitting behind and trying to clarify some things with the person sitting next to me. Then immediately, when i then when forward to pick up a litter, the teacher without asking, told me to stand. What the hell. What a misunderstanding. Strong as I may appear. But truthfully, I am really worn out inside. I am really tired. Just not showing it.
Tuesday, 12 August 2008
No. 100 POST!
WOOTS! 100th post. Finally. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. I know I took very long. Lazy can?! From coldhaters to in-hot-water! LOL. I changed the url only once! :D See. I don't change easily. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. So I have decided to post.
LOL. Today stupid la. English complaint letter. LOL. Stupid what play soccer at void deck then make noise. I do that all the time can. Including the litter part. :D HEHE. I'm a bad boy.
Okay.Science. Physics. Saw the 1st question. Freaked out. But heng. My common sense saved me. LOL. Find the weight of the man. A) 40+N B)60+N C) 40+kg D) 60+kg LOL. I came up with the conclusion that A and B is too light too light. Then 50-50. A man. 40+kg is too light. Thus my answer. 60+kg! See. I am smart. Bio. The damn left side view of the female reproductive system. Cannot see a thing. Then question about castration. HAHA.
Okay. Recess play soccer. First fall. Tackling Melvin. BOOM! Slip and fell. Cheeks hit the board. Ouch. Then straight away. Tackle Jason. LOL. This twins. Dunno what to say. His dunno where. I think the shin hit my ankle. LOL. Ouch. Walked with a limp for 5 min. Then continue playing. HAHA. Street Soccer is FUN!
LOL. Today stupid la. English complaint letter. LOL. Stupid what play soccer at void deck then make noise. I do that all the time can. Including the litter part. :D HEHE. I'm a bad boy.
Okay.Science. Physics. Saw the 1st question. Freaked out. But heng. My common sense saved me. LOL. Find the weight of the man. A) 40+N B)60+N C) 40+kg D) 60+kg LOL. I came up with the conclusion that A and B is too light too light. Then 50-50. A man. 40+kg is too light. Thus my answer. 60+kg! See. I am smart. Bio. The damn left side view of the female reproductive system. Cannot see a thing. Then question about castration. HAHA.
Okay. Recess play soccer. First fall. Tackling Melvin. BOOM! Slip and fell. Cheeks hit the board. Ouch. Then straight away. Tackle Jason. LOL. This twins. Dunno what to say. His dunno where. I think the shin hit my ankle. LOL. Ouch. Walked with a limp for 5 min. Then continue playing. HAHA. Street Soccer is FUN!
Saturday, 9 August 2008
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Okay. Today went to Toa Payoh there watch Money No Enough 2. Hilarious. Provided that you understand hokkien. Not the simple simple kind. But the intermediate level. I was laughing laughing laughing. Then went for dinner at the central there. Chu Chiang Roasted Meat Noodles(if i remember correctly), beside it is tzi char. By the same boss. I really dun recommend it. It seriously sucks.Dunno how the hell it got its tv awards and all.
Basically, the sio ba(roasted pork)was super oily. Then roasted duck, the skin super soft, super thin. The rice ain't cooked properly and this 2 dishes was served cold, not warm. Then the soup. Super salty. Damn thirsty after having it. Fish head. I have tasted better.Tofu. It carries a little sour smell in it.. Oh ya. and everything is super salty there. Only thing good was the old uncle, who stood there, jio business with a smile, although rejected countless of times. And he also bade farewell with the customers leaving.
Nothing much to say. My injury not yet recovered. LOL. Adios.
Basically, the sio ba(roasted pork)was super oily. Then roasted duck, the skin super soft, super thin. The rice ain't cooked properly and this 2 dishes was served cold, not warm. Then the soup. Super salty. Damn thirsty after having it. Fish head. I have tasted better.Tofu. It carries a little sour smell in it.. Oh ya. and everything is super salty there. Only thing good was the old uncle, who stood there, jio business with a smile, although rejected countless of times. And he also bade farewell with the customers leaving.
Nothing much to say. My injury not yet recovered. LOL. Adios.
Friday, 8 August 2008
I'm pissed off.
Okay. Today i got so fucked up. Starting was fine. Then 4 plus when cycling. Cycled to street soccer court. Saw marcus, linus and jun jie with someone else there. Decided to form team. Then when our turn play. The P6 malay guys, dunno come out from where one, come hiong with us. At first was okay. Extreme speed then i score one goal. Then the malay guy, with practically 0 sportsmanship, came forward, tackled me and kick my small toe. F.Y.I, I was playing bare-footed and he was playing with white shoes with hard corners around the shoe. I almost beat him up. I raised my hand. Then i suddenly thought that if other's dun have sportsmanship, it's their problem. I wouldn't want to lose mine. Then finish game. 5-2. Me playing with an injured leg when the score was 2-1. what the hell.
Anyway, i passed my IMT i suppose. haha. Signing off here. Adios.
P.s. I would keep my sportsmanship.
Anyway, i passed my IMT i suppose. haha. Signing off here. Adios.
P.s. I would keep my sportsmanship.
Saturday, 2 August 2008
zZz
Okay. So this few days, i have been updaing class blog and neglecting my blog.. I am very sorry my blog. LOL! Okay. So yesterday i went to school. Maths lesson was super boring. Lit also.. I almost fell asleep. But torturing Hafiz kept me awake. =). Then I went to DnT Workshop to finish buffing my work. After that went to play soccer. Then played with ben they all. HAHA. Sort of train them a bit.. With ZW and all. HAHA! After that went back class, slacked then went to change into No. 4. Met Mr Liw then went down to HQ. Learnt how to strip and assemble then M-16. Also, learnt how to fire and aim. LOL! As i was stripping the damn rifle, the god damn thing when i was opening it hit my chin. Ouch. Then i finished then went learning how to fire that time, the stupid so heavy, caused my body to pain like siao... Then froze there. Me and ben was like WAH!!!! BUAY TAHAN AH! Then go back. Oil rifle. Had to do that 3 times or 2. Coz the person say mine not oiled properly. Then go back. I reached homke around 7. I was so god damn tired when i reached home. I quickly finished dinner and unpacking, then as i lied on my bed, i fell asleep. All the way till 8 this morning.
Thursday, 24 July 2008
100 post. I am coming!
What the hell. So i spent 2 days at HQNCC for campFEAST. FEAST as in Fun Experiential Adventure Social cohesion Teamwork. Lalala. I dunno why am I saying all this but, I have nothing to say. I am just letting you people read more. Okay. First day of camp. Wasted like 1hr plus at the MPH. Then went to lunch. After that went put things at bunk. Went paintball. Gallery shooting. What the hell.. Then went to Flying Fox. Quite fun though. Then archery. Finish le go dinner or something. I forgot. Then Cohesion night. Emcee was quite funny. Then supper. Then debrief. After that, lights off. Wait. Before that was wash-up. Second day. Woke up 0530. super tired. Breakfast. I saw the sun rise from the cook house. Okay. No big deal. Rock climbed. Then high element. I forgot what happen after that. Obstacle course cancelled because of rain and time constraint. Damn. After that went back to school. Lalala. Then went home. Tired.
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
OKAY! As promised to I forgot who, I am now posting. LALALALALA! Whatever that has need to come to an end has now finally be half way through the end. I feel that i am currently safe for now. What the heck. So many things happened. I dun want say. LALALALA! Shit. This is so fun. School is fun!
Wednesday, 2 July 2008
JAY-Z
OMG! Jay-Z rocks the hell out of me. Oh crap. Not his person. His raps. Lalala!!! You gotta hear them! Ang Moh! AH!!!!! Jay-Z-- American Gangster! Nice album! I want buy! Lalala! The tracks favourited by me:
No Hook
Pray
Blue Magic
Roc Boys
HAHAHAHAHAHA he rocks.
He is COOL!
LALALALALA!!! Jay-Z!!!!
No Hook
Pray
Blue Magic
Roc Boys
HAHAHAHAHAHA he rocks.
He is COOL!
LALALALALA!!! Jay-Z!!!!
Sunday, 29 June 2008
Poor Me, Dad Was Gone, Finally Got My Dad Back
Never That He Wouldnt Live Long, They Snatched My Dad Back
Guidence I Never Had That, Streets Was My Second Home
Welcomed Me With Open Arms Provided A Place To Crash At
A Place To Study Math At, Matter Fact I Learned It All
Burnt It All This Music Is Where I Bury The Ashes At
Flash Back Not Having Much, Not Having That
Had To Get Some Hollerest You Can Holla Back At
Holla That My Jewish Lawyer Do Enjoy The Fruit Of Within My Cash Stack
Just In Case A Nigga Got To Use His Rat-ta-ta-ta-tat
Own Boss Own Yawt, Masters, Slave
The Mentality I Carry With Me To This Very Day
F**k Rich Lets Get Wealthy Who Else Gon' Feed We
If I Need It Imma Get It However God Help Me
(and I Dont Need No Hook For This Shit!!!!)
Im So For Sure Is Known For Sha
Stay Out Of Trouble, Momma Said As Momma Sighs
Her Fear Her Youngest Son Being Victim Of Homocide
But I Got To Get You Out Of Here Momma Or Imma---die
Inside--and Either Way You Lose Me Momma So Let Loose Of Me
I Got The Rain Our Direction'll Soon Change
To Live And Die In N.y. In The Hustle Game
Hustle Cane, Hustle Clothes, Or Hustle Music
But Hustle Hard In Any Hustle That You Pick
Skinny Nigga Toothpick But, But I Do Lift
Weight Like Im Using Roids Rolls Royce
Keep My Movements Smooth While Manuvering
Through All The Manuers In The Sewers That I Grew Up In
Choi-ces We Make Trying To Escape
(and I Dont Need No Hook For This Shit!!!)
This Is Not For Commercial Usage
Please Dont Catagorize This Is Music
Please Dont Compare Me To Other Rappers
Compare Me To Trappers Im More Frank Lucas Than Ludacris
And Luda's My Dude I Aint Trying To Diss
Like Frank Lucas Is Cool But I Aint Trying To Snitch
Imma Follow The Rules No Matter How Much Time Imma Get
Imma Live And Die With The Decisions That Imma Pick
So F**k The Haven For Cave In, Thats Why We Dont Speak
Made Men Aint Supposed To Make Statements
End Of The Story I Followed The Code Cracked The Safe
Other Niggas Aint In The Game So They Practice Hate
Leave That Boy Hov Alone Why Dont Ya
You Dont Have To If You Dont Want To But Dont Say I Didnt Warn Ya
Oh (and I Dont Need No Hook For This Shit!!!)
....
Okay. The time has left. What has needed to be done has all be done. I suddenly feel so helpless. As in can't help ppl. Felt left out. Felt so empty. Nothing much to post as i have nothing much to say. I hate the feeling of emptiness.
Saturday, 21 June 2008
My plan is foiled!!
Argh! Stupid. I almost succeeded. There was free tickets to You Don't mess With The Zohan. NC16. I tried to walk in with my sis and cousin, who were at least 16. This happened at Suntec. That damned auntie. Saw my face. Asked for IC. LOL. This isn't about height. Coz my sis is shorter than me and my cousin is taller than me by only a little bit. She only asked for my IC. Damned. I lied. I never bring. Then she go say: Sorry. No IC no entry! Fuck her.
Anyway, I watched already. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I was like going to tell her: Eh auntie, this movie i watch before lo. You dunno what is internet argh? HAHA! You know American Gangster? The M18 movie. I also watch le.
Anyway, You Don't Mess With The Zohan is real hilarious. Sexual humor. The last part. I couldn't stop laughing. Using the high pitch voice, he burst the big boobs of a model!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Okay. That's it. The conclusion is, Zohan is fucking strong. Be it the muscles or his down there.
Anyway, I watched already. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I was like going to tell her: Eh auntie, this movie i watch before lo. You dunno what is internet argh? HAHA! You know American Gangster? The M18 movie. I also watch le.
Anyway, You Don't Mess With The Zohan is real hilarious. Sexual humor. The last part. I couldn't stop laughing. Using the high pitch voice, he burst the big boobs of a model!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Okay. That's it. The conclusion is, Zohan is fucking strong. Be it the muscles or his down there.
Monday, 16 June 2008
Shiok!
Goodness me! I'm tired!
English:More than words(page 38-71)
Newspaper cutting(100 words)
Reading and reflection(200 words)
Chinese: Read 听青春在哭泣 and prepare for test(only 1 chapter read)
Reflection on 听青春在哭泣(350 words)
剪报(350 words)
周记(350 words)
Composition: 我喜欢做的二三事(500 words)
Physics: Project( Doing tomorrow)
Physics Journal(5-10 entries)
Biology: Four papers on litespeed
Maths: Revision on chapter 7
Exercises on Chapter 8 and 9
Literature: Project on Twelfth Nights
Character description on Merchant of Vernice
English:
Newspaper cutting(100 words)
Chinese: Read 听青春在哭泣 and prepare for test(only 1 chapter read)
Reflection on 听青春在哭泣(350 words)
剪报(350 words)
周记(350 words)
Composition: 我喜欢做的二三事(500 words)
Physics: Project( Doing tomorrow)
Exercises on Chapter 8 and 9
Character description on Merchant of Vernice
What the homework!
I gotta speed up and complete my chunk of homework.
English: More than words(page 38-71)
Newspaper cutting(100 words)
Reading and reflection(200 words)
Chinese: Read 听青春在哭泣 and prepare for test(only 1 chapter read)
Reflection on 听青春在哭泣(350 words)
剪报(350 words)
周记(350 words)
Composition: 我喜欢做的二三事(500 words)
Physics: Project( Doing tomorrow)
Physics Journal(5-10 entries)
Biology: Four papers on litespeed
Maths:Revision on chapter 7
Exercises on Chapter 8 and 9
Literature: Project on Twelfth Nights
Character description on Merchant of Vernice
English: More than words(page 38-71)
Newspaper cutting(100 words)
Chinese: Read 听青春在哭泣 and prepare for test(only 1 chapter read)
Reflection on 听青春在哭泣(350 words)
剪报(350 words)
周记(350 words)
Composition: 我喜欢做的二三事(500 words)
Physics: Project( Doing tomorrow)
Physics Journal(5-10 entries)
Maths:
Exercises on Chapter 8 and 9
Character description on Merchant of Vernice
Monday, 9 June 2008
What the fuck..
Wow. 2 more weeks before this fucked up holiday ends. I haven't posted like so fucking long. Damn it. I shall start posting. One week ago, I stayed over at my cousin's place. Fan broke down and the room was so damn fucking hot without the air-con. Next day went to escape with him dand his friends. What a crazy ass I am. going to escape with a whole chunk of fucking homework left undone. Now they are still undone. What the fuck. When we are there, the rain had so fucking obviously stopped. But that dumbass bitch manning the entrance say we couldn't go in. Fuck her. Went in. Played all the fucked up games. Almost fell asleep. Go-Karting. My kart was like bang-ed by a bitch 2 fucking times. Let me just fucking fast-forward this to Saturday. I stayed at home. Didn't wanna do my homework and played the comp. Grew so fucking boring and got fucked up by the programmes in my comp so i downloaded maple and played. Chiong till level 20. Sunday. Woke up early as i couldn't sleep. Watch kung-fu panda online. So fucking hilarious. Then went sentosa with my sis. Play play play. Came home. Went to visit my grandparents. Went to eat thai food. So fucking spicy. Went home. Today I woke up went to the fucking bank to settle some monetary problems. Slacked and blogging now.
Dun say I didn't fucking post and get me fucked up. This is a post mind you. I shall post again some other day.
Dun say I didn't fucking post and get me fucked up. This is a post mind you. I shall post again some other day.
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
越爱越难过
说 说你为什么 为什么要走 说你为何要分手别拖 求你别软弱 求你说出口 分手的理由但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候 如果要走却又为何停留请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口 请你要痛就痛给我个快活如果说你要走 我不会留 我不去管以后 然后我们说清楚 一句话就够如果说你要走 我不会留 我不去管以后 多么痛 多么的难过 别越爱越难过Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Do Do Re Mi Do然后连话都不说 继续沉默 连朋友都没得作 为了什么然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我 就算了吧 坏人我来做
难朋友
你是我的好朋友 沒事不找我
電腦沒電 蟑螂會飛
搬家就有我
我是你的好朋友 有空來找我
不用緊急 不傷腦筋
只有我和你
我究竟算不算 是你的男朋友
每當你有問題一定來找我
為你出氣 常為你擔憂
你眼淚也哭我滿胸
還是我只能算 另一種難朋友
只有你在遇到困難的時候
你才會想起 這個不走碼頭
可以讓你躲躲風 解解愁像我這樣的好朋友
你是否注意過
赴湯蹈火 全年無休
為你 一個人
我究竟算不算 是你的男朋友
每當你有問題一定來找我
為你出氣 常為你擔憂
你眼淚也哭我滿胸
還是我只能算 另一種難朋友
只有你在遇到困難的時候
你才會想起 這個不走碼頭
可以讓你躲躲風 解解愁
其實 我只要能夠在你心中
佔有一小塊角落
哪怕只是分享你的剩餘溫柔
對我已經 足夠
我究竟算不算 是你的男朋友
每當你有問題一定來找我
為你出氣 常為你擔憂
你眼淚也哭我滿胸
還是我只能算 另一種難朋友
只有你在遇到困難的時候
你才會想起 這個不走碼頭
可以讓你躲躲風 解解愁
像我這樣的男朋友
該算哪一種
電腦沒電 蟑螂會飛
搬家就有我
我是你的好朋友 有空來找我
不用緊急 不傷腦筋
只有我和你
我究竟算不算 是你的男朋友
每當你有問題一定來找我
為你出氣 常為你擔憂
你眼淚也哭我滿胸
還是我只能算 另一種難朋友
只有你在遇到困難的時候
你才會想起 這個不走碼頭
可以讓你躲躲風 解解愁像我這樣的好朋友
你是否注意過
赴湯蹈火 全年無休
為你 一個人
我究竟算不算 是你的男朋友
每當你有問題一定來找我
為你出氣 常為你擔憂
你眼淚也哭我滿胸
還是我只能算 另一種難朋友
只有你在遇到困難的時候
你才會想起 這個不走碼頭
可以讓你躲躲風 解解愁
其實 我只要能夠在你心中
佔有一小塊角落
哪怕只是分享你的剩餘溫柔
對我已經 足夠
我究竟算不算 是你的男朋友
每當你有問題一定來找我
為你出氣 常為你擔憂
你眼淚也哭我滿胸
還是我只能算 另一種難朋友
只有你在遇到困難的時候
你才會想起 這個不走碼頭
可以讓你躲躲風 解解愁
像我這樣的男朋友
該算哪一種
QUIZ??
BLEH.. Another quiz..
Rules - Blogger who has been tagged has to start with 10 random facts about themselves. At the end of this quiz, you have to choose 10 people and tag them about this quiz.
1) I hate someone.
2) I am in the Power Rangers gang.
3) I'm in love with Power Rangers.
4) I hate reading.
5) I SOMETIMES love maths and SOMETIMES don't.
6) I dunno why I ended up in BPGHS.
7) I'm from robotics in my Pri. school.
8) I wanted to join dragonboat as my second CCA but wasn't allowed by my parents.
9) I love ice-creams. But not the chocolate flavoured ones.
10) Gunz is my mode of anger venting.
Now for the 10 lucky/unlucky people.
1) Christopher
2) Elaine
3) Celeste
4) Delphine
5) Sheng Ping
6) Chang Ming
7) Zhe Ching(Do it again)
8-10) Anyone whose name not up there but wants to do.
Rules - Blogger who has been tagged has to start with 10 random facts about themselves. At the end of this quiz, you have to choose 10 people and tag them about this quiz.
1) I hate someone.
2) I am in the Power Rangers gang.
3) I'm in love with Power Rangers.
4) I hate reading.
5) I SOMETIMES love maths and SOMETIMES don't.
6) I dunno why I ended up in BPGHS.
7) I'm from robotics in my Pri. school.
8) I wanted to join dragonboat as my second CCA but wasn't allowed by my parents.
9) I love ice-creams. But not the chocolate flavoured ones.
10) Gunz is my mode of anger venting.
Now for the 10 lucky/unlucky people.
1) Christopher
2) Elaine
3) Celeste
4) Delphine
5) Sheng Ping
6) Chang Ming
7) Zhe Ching(Do it again)
8-10) Anyone whose name not up there but wants to do.
Saturday, 24 May 2008
What emotion should I have?
LOL. The holidays are here! That's the good news and everyone is happy about it. What the hell. Holidays=boredom some may think. Well. Pros and cons: Time to relax. Time to work on the not so good subjects and time to have fun. But. It also means. No school leading to less contact time with friends leading to less joke leading to less laughter leading to more boredom. Also, staying at home without anything to do but the whole pile of homework and using the computer is as good as staying in the jail and having limited entertainment sources. So what should I feel? Feel happy or annoyed?
Friday, 23 May 2008
WOW
Today's weather is like so freaking hot. Maths. Ms Zizi not here. Home econs. Had the so called "PARTY". Was pratically whacking someone. HAHA. Recess. Didn't eat coz already ate during Home Econs. Lit. Mrs Lim didn't come. After school. NCC. Sun was so freaking glaring hot la. My back was burning. Sweat all over my face. It went into my eyes. And i can't move!! NVM. No drilling. Had a game. The amazing race. Quite fun. Tiring. LOL. Introduced to dragon push up. Then CPT Sim talked to us about the admin stuffs about things held during the holidays. Dismissed after that.
Thursday, 22 May 2008
POST
Today's weather is very fine. HMT was first. Did newspaper cutting. I do finish hand in the teacher say need 350 words and his holiday assignment. So i threw away the paper. Next, History. Mr Tan came in. Teach. Joked a lot. ITSK. Went to lab. Forgot bring thumbdrive!! Nvm. GQ used his. Put DOTA inside. Then he say he lend me tmr after he lend Cedric then i return him on Saturday. Recess. Maths. Had GC. Then Mrs Lim never come. Meet-the-Parents cancelled. Took report book. Went home.
Wednesday, 21 May 2008
SOON!
I will SOON be writing my 100th post. This is only the 79th. Meaning only 21 more to go. If I update everyday, it will take 3 weeks. If I update 2 times a day, it will take 1 and a half week.
Okay. You maybe complaining why am I doing the mathematics. Nevermind. I shall start my post.
Today seems like a slacking day. First period CME. Mrs Lim told us our Meet-the-Parents time slot allocation. After that settled some administrative stuff. Then we did our own things, preferably reading. But Guo Quan, Cedric, Marcus and I were sitting right in front we were talking but not that loud. We just kept laughing. Next period. HMT. Qin lao shi came in then we played chess. Chinese Chess. Then gave holiday assignment. Next period. Maths. Ms Zizi came in. Did maths worksheet. I completed it first. Handed in while others had to do as homework.
Recess. Played chess for a while. Then ate noodles.
English. Transformers again. This time watch until end. Physics. Went to lab. Did experiment on radiation. Then dismissal. Chess-ed again. Then went home. Blogging.
Okay. You maybe complaining why am I doing the mathematics. Nevermind. I shall start my post.
Today seems like a slacking day. First period CME. Mrs Lim told us our Meet-the-Parents time slot allocation. After that settled some administrative stuff. Then we did our own things, preferably reading. But Guo Quan, Cedric, Marcus and I were sitting right in front we were talking but not that loud. We just kept laughing. Next period. HMT. Qin lao shi came in then we played chess. Chinese Chess. Then gave holiday assignment. Next period. Maths. Ms Zizi came in. Did maths worksheet. I completed it first. Handed in while others had to do as homework.
Recess. Played chess for a while. Then ate noodles.
English. Transformers again. This time watch until end. Physics. Went to lab. Did experiment on radiation. Then dismissal. Chess-ed again. Then went home. Blogging.
Tuesday, 20 May 2008
洋葱
如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临如果你能听到心碎的声音沉默的守护著你沉默的等奇迹沉默的让自己像是空气大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多开心最角落里的我笑得多合群盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品偷偷的看著你偷偷的隐藏著自己如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会发现你会讶异你是我最压抑最深处的秘密如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会鼻酸你会流泪只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气我和我的绝望装得很风趣我就样一颗洋葱永远是配角戏多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情
What?
Okay. Today is stupid. Had lessons so on. Then English lesson that time, Miss Chong let us watch Transformers. I fell asleep half way through. Haha. Recess. Nuah in the class. Form class. Mrs Lim never come. Slacked. Biology. Went to lab. Didn't know what to do well. Was very confused. anyhow do. All wrong. Lucky no chemicals. Haha. Read period. Miss Chong came in again. Transformers again. This time never fall asleep. After school. Supoosed to stay back and meet Ms Zizi for the MOE GC thing. Couldn't find her. Went all around. Guo Quan had robotics selection. Stayed and waited for him with Edmund and Yik Siong since only 15 min. Went back home. Tired. Blogging.
Saturday, 17 May 2008
???
What should i post? I seriously have nothing to post about. Ppl are telling me to post. I dunno what to post. Nothing much really happened. My life just bores me. I just feel that everyone just hates me. I dunno why. There is just a mask on everyone's face. I'm tired of this. Whatever. Excuses everybody can give. Excuses. Hard to find one. I'm sick of my life.
Friday, 16 May 2008
BORED
OKAY so the previous few lyrics post was all for fun! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
i have nothing to do.
i have nothing to do.
Ti Amo
虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你 让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴 呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你 沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你
사랑해 (Saranghae) And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴 呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你 沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你
사랑해 (Saranghae) And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
永远都觉不够
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你 让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴 呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你 沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你
사랑해 (Saranghae) And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴 呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你 沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你
사랑해 (Saranghae) And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
永远都觉不够
Thursday, 15 May 2008
世界唯一的你
是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
I will climb the highest mountains
I will swim the deepest seas
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
....呜...哦...
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
ho ...
I will climb the highest mountains
I will swim the deepest seas
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
I will climb the highest mountains
I will swim the deepest seas
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
....呜...哦...
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
ho ...
I will climb the highest mountains
I will swim the deepest seas
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
Pray
[Intro: Beyoncé]
Deliver me from my enemies,
oh God
Defend me from all that rise up against me
Deliver me from the work of inequity
And save me from the Bloody Mary
[Jay-Z]
Look.. mind state of a gangster from the 40's
meets the business mind of Motown's Berry Gordy
Turned crack rock into a chain of 40/40's
Sorry my jewelry is so gaudy
Slid into the party with my new pair of Mauri's
America, meet the gangster Shawn Corey
Hey young world, wanna hear a story?Close your eyes and you can pretend you're me
I'm cut from the cloth of the Kennedy'sFrank Sinatra, havin dinner with the Genovese
This is the genesis of a nemesis
Mother America’s not witnessed since
the Harlem Renaissance birthed black businesses
This is the tale of lost innocence
As the incense burns and the turntables turn
And that Al Green plays
Isee my mother's afro
As Mama taps her toes, as she rolls her J's
And my papa just left the house
in search of the killer of my Uncle Ray
And she's trying to calm her nerves
As I observe this is just one day
And what tomorrow has in store
we can never be sure so all we can do is... pray
[Break: Beyoncé]
Because of your strength...While I walk the pond of Eden
For God is my deep fix (pray for me!)
[Jay-Z]
As I head to my homeroom
I observe the ruins
Dope needles on the ground
I hear a car go, "Vroom"
Drug dealer in the BM with the top down
As the girls start to giggleI ask, "Why you laugh?"
They say, "You're too little"
"One day you'll understand
when you become a man'bout things you have to get you"
Fast forward, freeze frame on my pistol, fistful of dollars
Ignorance is so blissful
I ain't choose this life, this life chose me
Around here it's the shit that you just do
I just left school
The same BM is pulled over by the boys dressed blue
They had their guns drawn
Screaming, "Just move""Or is there something else you suggest we can do?"
He made his way to the trunk
Opened it like, "Huh?"A treasure chest was removed
Cops said he'll be back next month
What we called corrupt, he calls payin dues
Now when the rules is blurred
As they is and were
What am I to do.. but pray
Pray the Lord forgive me
Pray He guides me by for what I'm 'bout to go through... pray
[Break: Beyoncé]
Deliver me in thy righteousness
And cause me to escape
And climb thine air internal
Save me thine Lord (pray for me!)
[Jay-Z]
Geah.. anywhere there's oppression
The drug profession flourishes like beverages
Refreshing, ahhh! Sweet taste of sin
Everything I seen, made me everything I am Bad drug dealer or victim, I beg
What came first? Moving chickens or the egg?This I why I be so fresh
I'm trying to beat life 'cause I can't cheat death
Treat shame with shamelessness
And stainless at anuses
You know the game this is?Move coke like Pepsi
Don't matter what the brand name is
I stand behind mine
Everything I do, I'm a man behind mine
I'm not an angel, I'm sure
But every night before I lay
I drop my knees to the floor and I pray
[Outro: Beyoncé]
The name shall endure forever
The name shall be continued as long as the sun (pray for me!)
Men shall be blessed in Him
All nations shall call Him blessed
In your name I pray... (pray for me!)Lord bless us
Deliver me from my enemies,
oh God
Defend me from all that rise up against me
Deliver me from the work of inequity
And save me from the Bloody Mary
[Jay-Z]
Look.. mind state of a gangster from the 40's
meets the business mind of Motown's Berry Gordy
Turned crack rock into a chain of 40/40's
Sorry my jewelry is so gaudy
Slid into the party with my new pair of Mauri's
America, meet the gangster Shawn Corey
Hey young world, wanna hear a story?Close your eyes and you can pretend you're me
I'm cut from the cloth of the Kennedy'sFrank Sinatra, havin dinner with the Genovese
This is the genesis of a nemesis
Mother America’s not witnessed since
the Harlem Renaissance birthed black businesses
This is the tale of lost innocence
As the incense burns and the turntables turn
And that Al Green plays
Isee my mother's afro
As Mama taps her toes, as she rolls her J's
And my papa just left the house
in search of the killer of my Uncle Ray
And she's trying to calm her nerves
As I observe this is just one day
And what tomorrow has in store
we can never be sure so all we can do is... pray
[Break: Beyoncé]
Because of your strength...While I walk the pond of Eden
For God is my deep fix (pray for me!)
[Jay-Z]
As I head to my homeroom
I observe the ruins
Dope needles on the ground
I hear a car go, "Vroom"
Drug dealer in the BM with the top down
As the girls start to giggleI ask, "Why you laugh?"
They say, "You're too little"
"One day you'll understand
when you become a man'bout things you have to get you"
Fast forward, freeze frame on my pistol, fistful of dollars
Ignorance is so blissful
I ain't choose this life, this life chose me
Around here it's the shit that you just do
I just left school
The same BM is pulled over by the boys dressed blue
They had their guns drawn
Screaming, "Just move""Or is there something else you suggest we can do?"
He made his way to the trunk
Opened it like, "Huh?"A treasure chest was removed
Cops said he'll be back next month
What we called corrupt, he calls payin dues
Now when the rules is blurred
As they is and were
What am I to do.. but pray
Pray the Lord forgive me
Pray He guides me by for what I'm 'bout to go through... pray
[Break: Beyoncé]
Deliver me in thy righteousness
And cause me to escape
And climb thine air internal
Save me thine Lord (pray for me!)
[Jay-Z]
Geah.. anywhere there's oppression
The drug profession flourishes like beverages
Refreshing, ahhh! Sweet taste of sin
Everything I seen, made me everything I am Bad drug dealer or victim, I beg
What came first? Moving chickens or the egg?This I why I be so fresh
I'm trying to beat life 'cause I can't cheat death
Treat shame with shamelessness
And stainless at anuses
You know the game this is?Move coke like Pepsi
Don't matter what the brand name is
I stand behind mine
Everything I do, I'm a man behind mine
I'm not an angel, I'm sure
But every night before I lay
I drop my knees to the floor and I pray
[Outro: Beyoncé]
The name shall endure forever
The name shall be continued as long as the sun (pray for me!)
Men shall be blessed in Him
All nations shall call Him blessed
In your name I pray... (pray for me!)Lord bless us
我可以
寄没有地址的信这样的情绪有种距离你放着谁的歌曲是怎样的心情能不能说给我听雨下得好安静是不是你偷偷在哭泣幸福真的不容易在你的背景有我爱你我可以陪你去看星星不用再多说明我就要和你在一起我不想又再一次和你分离我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你幸福它真的不容易
Thursday, 8 May 2008
INTERCLASS GAMES
So today is the interclass games... there are negatives and positives.. i shall just mention the positives.. haha
Point 1: Basketball: CRAP! Play play play! Win Win Win! until finals! kena beaten by 1A zZz! There goes the Champion! AH!!! Second place.. NB! Anyway, nevermind la.. haha.. during the games, first i jump for snatch ball that time, hand kena the ball fall on.. two fingers sprained.. after that, score 8-0(we 8). then i just like looking around during the last 10 sec. then as i turn around, ZW never shout my name. i turn around. the ball landed straight on my face. haha. then after that, final whistle blown. haha!
Point 2: Volleyball with 02 kias! : NICE! played played and played.. played until hand pain. then pain pain pain. suddenly see weiixen and gigi stand together. strike same ball. then i keep teasing them! hahaha.BUT the game was SERIOUSLY FUN! haha. played and played. drizzle. tom chan chased us all back into the hall. We followed. then crapped there. drizzle stopped. -SOMETHING HAPPENED HERE- then i saw some green colour worms. dunno what are those. i keep playing with them. keep taking it and scare ppl. haha after that, i threw it into the drain. then suddenly all of them shout: Eh Xin An the worm on your shirt leh! I didn't seem to care. thought they were joking. then i turn around and see my shoulder. really there sia. i pull the worm. damn la. sort of stuck to my shirt. used force. then threw it on the ground. haha!
Point 3: I go home. ate. crapped. blah blah. then go play basketball again with CHEE WEE(Pri. School friend) haha. then we play play play, suddenly two guys, ah bengs i suppose coz one of them smoking and they look so young. not even like 17. we play together coz they ask us. haha. play play play. NB they damn funny la. keep talking crap. haha. then i laughing. haha. enjoyed it! hoped to play with them again. haha. very fun lo. then i go home! eat! and then i blog here!
NCC CAMP WILL BE HELD FROM TMR, 9 MAY TO 11 MAY. PLEASE DO NOT SMS ME UNLESS THE THING IS REAL IMPORTANT. I WILL NOT BE REPLYING ANY MESSAGES THIS 3 DAYS AS MY HANDPHONE WILL NOT BE WITH ME. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CO-OPERATION.
Point 1: Basketball: CRAP! Play play play! Win Win Win! until finals! kena beaten by 1A zZz! There goes the Champion! AH!!! Second place.. NB! Anyway, nevermind la.. haha.. during the games, first i jump for snatch ball that time, hand kena the ball fall on.. two fingers sprained.. after that, score 8-0(we 8). then i just like looking around during the last 10 sec. then as i turn around, ZW never shout my name. i turn around. the ball landed straight on my face. haha. then after that, final whistle blown. haha!
Point 2: Volleyball with 02 kias! : NICE! played played and played.. played until hand pain. then pain pain pain. suddenly see weiixen and gigi stand together. strike same ball. then i keep teasing them! hahaha.BUT the game was SERIOUSLY FUN! haha. played and played. drizzle. tom chan chased us all back into the hall. We followed. then crapped there. drizzle stopped. -SOMETHING HAPPENED HERE- then i saw some green colour worms. dunno what are those. i keep playing with them. keep taking it and scare ppl. haha after that, i threw it into the drain. then suddenly all of them shout: Eh Xin An the worm on your shirt leh! I didn't seem to care. thought they were joking. then i turn around and see my shoulder. really there sia. i pull the worm. damn la. sort of stuck to my shirt. used force. then threw it on the ground. haha!
Point 3: I go home. ate. crapped. blah blah. then go play basketball again with CHEE WEE(Pri. School friend) haha. then we play play play, suddenly two guys, ah bengs i suppose coz one of them smoking and they look so young. not even like 17. we play together coz they ask us. haha. play play play. NB they damn funny la. keep talking crap. haha. then i laughing. haha. enjoyed it! hoped to play with them again. haha. very fun lo. then i go home! eat! and then i blog here!
NCC CAMP WILL BE HELD FROM TMR, 9 MAY TO 11 MAY. PLEASE DO NOT SMS ME UNLESS THE THING IS REAL IMPORTANT. I WILL NOT BE REPLYING ANY MESSAGES THIS 3 DAYS AS MY HANDPHONE WILL NOT BE WITH ME. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CO-OPERATION.
Wednesday, 7 May 2008
Another one
1. At what age do you want to get married?
AS SOON AS MY FIND MY LIFE LONG PARTNER AND GET SETTLED WITH HER.
2. Who is more important to you?Friends/girlfriend
LOL! FRIENDS STANDS NUMBER 2! NUMBEER 1 IS WORK!
3. Who is the person that you trust the most?
THE WORLD IS EVIL. I DUN TRUST ANYONE. NOT EVEN MYSELF.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
NOT SURE.
5. If you can have a dream to come true,what is it?
WHAT ARE DREAMS? I SEE THEM AS USELESS THINKINGS.
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
OF COURSE. ACCORDING TO SCIENCE, WE SEE A RAINBOW AFTER A RAIN IS BECAUSE THE SUNLIGHT PENETRATES THROUGH THE WATER DROPLETS IN THE AIR, SPLITTING UP THE SEVEN PRIMARY COLOURS OF LIGHT. THUS I BELIEVE IN RAINBOW AFTER RAIN BECAUSE THERE IS MORE WATER DROPLETS IN THE AIR AFTER A RAIN.
7. What is your goal for this year?
GET GOOD GRADES AND HAVE MORE MONEY.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
I DUN BOTHER. ALL I KNOW IS WHEN THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY. IF TWO PERSONS REALLY LIKE EACH OTHER, LOVE WILL LAST.
(SOMETHING WENT WRONG HERE)
18. What have you done to please yourself?
NOTHING. I JUST DON'T LIKE MYSELF.
19. If time were to rewind, will you want it to be?
YES!I WANT TO AVOID THE MISTAKES IN MY LIFE I HAD TAKEN.
20. What do you think you can do to make the world a better place?
THE EARTH IS ROUND AND EVIL. I HAVE TO HELP MYSELF FIRST.
( I AM NOT THAT EVIL TO SABO)
AS SOON AS MY FIND MY LIFE LONG PARTNER AND GET SETTLED WITH HER.
2. Who is more important to you?Friends/girlfriend
LOL! FRIENDS STANDS NUMBER 2! NUMBEER 1 IS WORK!
3. Who is the person that you trust the most?
THE WORLD IS EVIL. I DUN TRUST ANYONE. NOT EVEN MYSELF.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
NOT SURE.
5. If you can have a dream to come true,what is it?
WHAT ARE DREAMS? I SEE THEM AS USELESS THINKINGS.
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
OF COURSE. ACCORDING TO SCIENCE, WE SEE A RAINBOW AFTER A RAIN IS BECAUSE THE SUNLIGHT PENETRATES THROUGH THE WATER DROPLETS IN THE AIR, SPLITTING UP THE SEVEN PRIMARY COLOURS OF LIGHT. THUS I BELIEVE IN RAINBOW AFTER RAIN BECAUSE THERE IS MORE WATER DROPLETS IN THE AIR AFTER A RAIN.
7. What is your goal for this year?
GET GOOD GRADES AND HAVE MORE MONEY.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
I DUN BOTHER. ALL I KNOW IS WHEN THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY. IF TWO PERSONS REALLY LIKE EACH OTHER, LOVE WILL LAST.
(SOMETHING WENT WRONG HERE)
18. What have you done to please yourself?
NOTHING. I JUST DON'T LIKE MYSELF.
19. If time were to rewind, will you want it to be?
YES!I WANT TO AVOID THE MISTAKES IN MY LIFE I HAD TAKEN.
20. What do you think you can do to make the world a better place?
THE EARTH IS ROUND AND EVIL. I HAVE TO HELP MYSELF FIRST.
( I AM NOT THAT EVIL TO SABO)
Monday, 5 May 2008
Dun Sabo Me Liao LA!!!
Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Dont read the questions till you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1.Myself.. (How can I not think about myself??)
2.Guo Quan
3.Weiixen
4.Zhi Wei
5.Daryl
6.Celeste
7.Benjamin (haha.. sort of link thinking..)
8.Cedric
9.Elaine
10.Chee Wee
11.Christopher
12.Chang Ming
13.Octavian
14.Gigi
15.Delphine
16.Isaac
17.Jie Wei
18.Melvin
19.Jason
20.Suhas
how did you meet #14?-Gigi
My Sec 1 classmate leh
what would you do if you didnt meet #1-Myself
Then i wouldn't be living
what if #9 and #20 dated?-Elaine and Suhas
I will go ROFL!!!!
will #6 and #17 date?-Celeste and Jie wei
Benjamin watch out
describe #3- Weiixen
handsome guy. lots of girls after him. but he is devoted. hahahaha
is #8 attractive?-Cedric
He handsome leh.. in my opinion la
describe #7-Benjamin
tall smart guai lan si bei guai lan guai lan ka bei si book spinning ass
know of any #12 family members?-Chang Ming
3words.. i don't know
what will you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you?-Melvin
I will stead with HIM!!! haha
what language does#15 speak?-Delphine
Obviously MONKEY language la
who is #9 going out with?-Elaine
Dun understand this question.. Anyway, I dunno..
how old is #16?-Isaac
All 20 listed should be 13.. he is no exception
when is the last time you spoke to #13?-Octavian
Long time ago.. I haven't seen him for very long..
who is #2 favourite band / singer?-Guo Quan
I dunno.. But he likes classics i think
you ever date #4?-Zhi Wei
No.. But i would like to.. haha.. JKJK
would you ever date #1?-Myself
I'm no 自恋
is #19 single?-Jason
Should be.. No one knows
what's #10 last name?-Chee Wee
Tan(this last name very popular leh..)
would you ever be in a relationship with #11?-Christopher
He wouldn't gay with me
school of #3?-Weiixen
Bukit Panjang Government High School 武吉班让政府中学
where does #6 live?-Celeste
To be vague, CCK (near the school)
Horny!
have you seen #2 naked?-Guo Quan
I would like to.
Blacklist:
Pratically, there is no one to put down here.
Dont read the questions till you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1.Myself.. (How can I not think about myself??)
2.Guo Quan
3.Weiixen
4.Zhi Wei
5.Daryl
6.Celeste
7.Benjamin (haha.. sort of link thinking..)
8.Cedric
9.Elaine
10.Chee Wee
11.Christopher
12.Chang Ming
13.Octavian
14.Gigi
15.Delphine
16.Isaac
17.Jie Wei
18.Melvin
19.Jason
20.Suhas
how did you meet #14?-Gigi
My Sec 1 classmate leh
what would you do if you didnt meet #1-Myself
Then i wouldn't be living
what if #9 and #20 dated?-Elaine and Suhas
I will go ROFL!!!!
will #6 and #17 date?-Celeste and Jie wei
Benjamin watch out
describe #3- Weiixen
handsome guy. lots of girls after him. but he is devoted. hahahaha
is #8 attractive?-Cedric
He handsome leh.. in my opinion la
describe #7-Benjamin
tall smart guai lan si bei guai lan guai lan ka bei si book spinning ass
know of any #12 family members?-Chang Ming
3words.. i don't know
what will you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you?-Melvin
I will stead with HIM!!! haha
what language does#15 speak?-Delphine
Obviously MONKEY language la
who is #9 going out with?-Elaine
Dun understand this question.. Anyway, I dunno..
how old is #16?-Isaac
All 20 listed should be 13.. he is no exception
when is the last time you spoke to #13?-Octavian
Long time ago.. I haven't seen him for very long..
who is #2 favourite band / singer?-Guo Quan
I dunno.. But he likes classics i think
you ever date #4?-Zhi Wei
No.. But i would like to.. haha.. JKJK
would you ever date #1?-Myself
I'm no 自恋
is #19 single?-Jason
Should be.. No one knows
what's #10 last name?-Chee Wee
Tan(this last name very popular leh..)
would you ever be in a relationship with #11?-Christopher
He wouldn't gay with me
school of #3?-Weiixen
Bukit Panjang Government High School 武吉班让政府中学
where does #6 live?-Celeste
To be vague, CCK (near the school)
have you seen #2 naked?-Guo Quan
I would like to.
Pratically, there is no one to put down here.
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