Shit never stops

So right here right now shit just ended but more shit is coming the way.
I can't handle them the way I used to and I try to run away.
This shouldn't be my case, I'm not gonna get repaid,
Tell me how should I go forth and work in my pace.

Madness is driven in me,
Going like a symphony,
Need my dose of caffe-ine,
Gotta make sure I make it right and quick.

I don't know what's been up with me,
Since the day it happened to me.
Just leave me and let me hurt in my misery,
For you ain't gonna see me cry like this.