Shiok ah!

Lol. Today NCC training was shiok. Quite slack. Lol. Drilling a bit. Sit in MP1 a bit. Chat with sergeants a bit. And Andre made fun of us and made us laugh a lot. Also, had PT. First time NCC PT play soccer play until so hiong. HAHA. The reason for today's quite slack training was due to that the part Bs and majority of the Part Cs went for the Ubin trip. And also because of the rain. :) lol. what's that smile for?? Anyway, i am starting to suck at soccer. Stamina going down. Speed going down. Aiming also going down. What the hell. I need intensive training. But who can conduct one for me?? HELP!

Some say love, it is a river That drowns the tender reed Some say love, it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed Some say love, it is a hunger, An endless aching need I say love, it is a flower, And you its only seed It's the heart, afraid of breaking, That never learns to dance It's the dream, afraid of waking, That never takes a chance It's the one who won't be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul, afraid of dyin', That never learns to live When the night has been too lonely, And the road has been too long And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snows Lies the seed, that with the sun's love, In the spring becomes the rose

Empty spaces fill me up with holesDistant faces with no place left to goWithout you within me I can't find no restWhere I'm going is anybody's guessI've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteVoices tell me I should carry onBut I am swimming in an ocean all aloneBaby, my babyIt's written on your faceYou still wonder if we made a big mistakeI've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteI don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you goI don't wanna make you face this world aloneI wanna let you go (alone)I've tried to go on like I never knew youI'm awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I'm going to be is incompleteIncomplete

Totally fucked up.

What day is it? Mid week. Half of the week has gone, and 3 papers have passed. Okay. So I am gonna so damn fucking hell say this. Piss me off one more time, you are all getting it big time. Being rather pissed off this days, my moods not very stable. CRAP! What the hell. Mood swings. People may say. I just dun give a damn. Say all you want. I am just totally pissed off. Always like this. Being misunderstood all the time. And credited very little. What sort of human world is this?! They look at all the god damn mistakes you made. But not your merits. Come on. Since P4, papers with maximum marks of 50. I just seriously hate them. Or maybe less. 50, for an example. I usually go home, getting around 40-42. See. 40-42. I go home, and happily tell my mum. But what do I get? Discouraging remarks. Remarks like. WHAT? So little? Come on. IT'S over 50! Why not you get a 45?! See. I bloody hate this. Up till now. Just take today for an example. English lesson. People in front were making a hell lot of noise and i was keeping my tone real down then. I was sitting behind and trying to clarify some things with the person sitting next to me. Then immediately, when i then when forward to pick up a litter, the teacher without asking, told me to stand. What the hell. What a misunderstanding. Strong as I may appear. But truthfully, I am really worn out inside. I am really tired. Just not showing it.

No. 100 POST!

WOOTS! 100th post. Finally. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. I know I took very long. Lazy can?! From coldhaters to in-hot-water! LOL. I changed the url only once! :D See. I don't change easily. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay. So I have decided to post.

LOL. Today stupid la. English complaint letter. LOL. Stupid what play soccer at void deck then make noise. I do that all the time can. Including the litter part. :D HEHE. I'm a bad boy.

Okay.Science. Physics. Saw the 1st question. Freaked out. But heng. My common sense saved me. LOL. Find the weight of the man. A) 40+N B)60+N C) 40+kg D) 60+kg LOL. I came up with the conclusion that A and B is too light too light. Then 50-50. A man. 40+kg is too light. Thus my answer. 60+kg! See. I am smart. Bio. The damn left side view of the female reproductive system. Cannot see a thing. Then question about castration. HAHA.

Okay. Recess play soccer. First fall. Tackling Melvin. BOOM! Slip and fell. Cheeks hit the board. Ouch. Then straight away. Tackle Jason. LOL. This twins. Dunno what to say. His dunno where. I think the shin hit my ankle. LOL. Ouch. Walked with a limp for 5 min. Then continue playing. HAHA. Street Soccer is FUN!

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Okay. Today went to Toa Payoh there watch Money No Enough 2. Hilarious. Provided that you understand hokkien. Not the simple simple kind. But the intermediate level. I was laughing laughing laughing. Then went for dinner at the central there. Chu Chiang Roasted Meat Noodles(if i remember correctly), beside it is tzi char. By the same boss. I really dun recommend it. It seriously sucks.Dunno how the hell it got its tv awards and all.
Basically, the sio ba(roasted pork)was super oily. Then roasted duck, the skin super soft, super thin. The rice ain't cooked properly and this 2 dishes was served cold, not warm. Then the soup. Super salty. Damn thirsty after having it. Fish head. I have tasted better.Tofu. It carries a little sour smell in it.. Oh ya. and everything is super salty there. Only thing good was the old uncle, who stood there, jio business with a smile, although rejected countless of times. And he also bade farewell with the customers leaving.

Nothing much to say. My injury not yet recovered. LOL. Adios.

I'm pissed off.

Okay. Today i got so fucked up. Starting was fine. Then 4 plus when cycling. Cycled to street soccer court. Saw marcus, linus and jun jie with someone else there. Decided to form team. Then when our turn play. The P6 malay guys, dunno come out from where one, come hiong with us. At first was okay. Extreme speed then i score one goal. Then the malay guy, with practically 0 sportsmanship, came forward, tackled me and kick my small toe. F.Y.I, I was playing bare-footed and he was playing with white shoes with hard corners around the shoe. I almost beat him up. I raised my hand. Then i suddenly thought that if other's dun have sportsmanship, it's their problem. I wouldn't want to lose mine. Then finish game. 5-2. Me playing with an injured leg when the score was 2-1. what the hell.

Anyway, i passed my IMT i suppose. haha. Signing off here. Adios.

P.s. I would keep my sportsmanship.

zZz

Okay. So this few days, i have been updaing class blog and neglecting my blog.. I am very sorry my blog. LOL! Okay. So yesterday i went to school. Maths lesson was super boring. Lit also.. I almost fell asleep. But torturing Hafiz kept me awake. =). Then I went to DnT Workshop to finish buffing my work. After that went to play soccer. Then played with ben they all. HAHA. Sort of train them a bit.. With ZW and all. HAHA! After that went back class, slacked then went to change into No. 4. Met Mr Liw then went down to HQ. Learnt how to strip and assemble then M-16. Also, learnt how to fire and aim. LOL! As i was stripping the damn rifle, the god damn thing when i was opening it hit my chin. Ouch. Then i finished then went learning how to fire that time, the stupid so heavy, caused my body to pain like siao... Then froze there. Me and ben was like WAH!!!! BUAY TAHAN AH! Then go back. Oil rifle. Had to do that 3 times or 2. Coz the person say mine not oiled properly. Then go back. I reached homke around 7. I was so god damn tired when i reached home. I quickly finished dinner and unpacking, then as i lied on my bed, i fell asleep. All the way till 8 this morning.